gerlwithanattitude

2006-09-11T13:32:00.000-07:00

U P D A T E S ! ! U P D A T E S ! !
yeah, bz bz bz life. until dunnno how long neva updates liao..
this is to u ppl out there tat has been bugging me to UPDATE!
nah! Ambik kau!

Newayz lets tok abt the important important dates that have happen.

28 August 2006 - Went back clubrm to finalise the new S.I.T exco 06/07. Long debate but finally settle wahaha!

29 August 2006 - Ni i loike! Went sentosa with poly mates and iskandar's members. Gerek lah i tell u.. We enjoyed ourselves so much seh. Me,zrah and zaida sun-TAN while azimah apply sun-BLOCK!. wahaha. Aper ckp gi beach sun-block. 'Speak' with me babe, breath the air, enjoy the breeze, look at the scenery and ADORE the SUN. Yeah baru betul. hahaha. We balik ard 10+ like that, so late.. Then after that lepakz at mac admiralty lah till wee hours of the morning.. Then balik lah..Mcm takde umah pulak duduk pat luar satu hari.

30 August 2006 - kaes this i good girl. Stay up so late already the day b4, todae i stayed at hm the whole day..so the BAIK... spring clean my room. supperrrr-clean already now. Gib it like a week or so ah confirm mcm kadang babi alik.

31 August 2006 - Annual General Meeting(AGM) for S.I.T club. Finally it's tym for excoz 05/06 to step down and for the excoz 06/07 to SHINE. SHINE guys. Better make S.I.T club well-known, dont drop the standard that we've already set, make us proud. I have faith u will. Excoz 05/06 will misssh this crazzzy bunch of ppl. They shine my life and THANK YOU for everythg. A special thankz to andrew for making the super emo video, i cried my heart out siak.. We've been thru a lot and looking at the flashbacks juz bring tons of wonderful memories..
haiz, dun wanna say animore, sad liao..

EXCOs 05/06 : Anders, Calvin Tang, Pei Shan, Jessica, Wana, Azimah, JY, Theresa, Sharon, Chloe, Kiafang, Mervyn, Andrew, Ridzman, Chermaine, Bobby, Xavier, Kah Yip, Nat, Sammie, Bern, Xinyi, Gab, Bob, Aini, YanKai, Calvin Teo and Nas - - Thank you and love you bodies to bitsssss.

1 Sept 2006 - Came back for Excos 06/07 training..But me and azi and wana were doing the table more than training them..wahahaa, sorilah but the table need to be up a.s.a.p. and it did... Finally we ex-excoz have a table with our names on it..yeah-ness!!! AND AND guess wat, i drop a can of paint in front of the clubrm door. Clumsy me..sori and thankz for those who help me clear up...wahahha, i guess i js had to leave some mark in the clubroom..Pink floorings, luckily not that bad lah.. moz of it were able to be removed.

2 and 3 Sept 2006 - Weekendssss..good girlie stayed at hm... Good kan.im soooOooooo proud of myself.

4 Sept 2006 - Had FYP briefing, didnt go..MALAS and cannot wake up.. Met up with zaida n zirah at starbucks specialist first, got my free triple Cs drink with horny-licious whipped cream. After that we went to KFC funan, met IS at werk, got makanan percuma. then frm there went to boat quay. Zaida ingatkan nk singgah ROXY and notty-nine but tutup so we juz slack ard that area until IS habis keje..Met up with him back, play cards jap then *homesweethome*.

5 Sept 2006 - Didnt go FYP again. But went sch to clear clubroom and after that met up with FYP peeps aizat and azimah and then zirah and is join and we played blind mice at our fav spot(secret)..

6 Sept 2006 - Dreadful having to wake up early in the morning to be in the lab b4 9 for my FYP.Sucky-ness. Mendak but luckily got the excos ard..MADNESSS again!

7 Sept 2006 - Went lab in the morn again. Cabot siang ard 4+. Met zrah at town thn met Ain at lucky plaza. Jumpe alik ngan kwn2 keje ain, ila and min, two biatches that i havent see for a long tym. After they ate there, me ain and zrah went McCafe to play cards and chill. And Zrah for treating us to McCafe drinks..THANK YOU! P.S:Ain how's the sugar syrup plus ice water..best??ahahah

8 Sept 2006 - Malas nk gi FYP so tak yah dtg.. Didnt cum sch again..Slacks at hm babey!

9 Sept 2006 - Went town with him. Hmm, watch The Devil Wears Prada..gerek.should watch, i juz love the clothes man, make me wanna go for my retail therapy and i did. Went window shopping first. Got tons to buy but muz make wiseful choices. cannot buy everythg... In the end i js bought my monthly needed toiletries from body shop.Thankz boi!

10 Sept 2006 - go out to town again. Accompanied him to go get his line first at Jurong Pt. Then check out The SIMS 2 game but not yet buy. Then went town, got my mango tote bag. Super loike can..wahhahaha, cantik!! then from there headed to marina mango coz im looking for this razor-back top but at lido dah no more... and i found it at marina, yeahness, didnt wan to buy lah but he was like buy if u like it so in the end i buy. Then ate lunner(lunch plus dinner) at Carls Jr. Then rush back to Jurong Pt to get the SIMS 2. So ex siak, 54.90 but worth it bah, got "4" CDs ok..madness!!! Went liberty market, get marshmallow. Then went get strepsils and burger ramly at woodlands. Them hommie..wahh!!! suke the whole week alik 11+ to 12+, nasib baik mak aku nk memekak..alhamdullilah!!!

11 Sept 2006 - Now back in my boring lab, blogging....booooreeedd!!

2006-07-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

hmm,
i knw i've been a lazy blogger.
wahahaha
wat can i say.
I've been pweety busy enjoying life outside the comfort of homey and the discomfort of gg to sch school.
hahaha.
Let's see 2 weeks ago, I was like super sick lah.
My fever was 39.2 degrees celcius.. HOOoooT~
So i got like 2 days MC.
Gerek i tell u...
Get to stay at home and rot, without worrying abt going to sch.
I loike!

Then laz monday, i rebonded my hair and snip it short.
Yeah!! A totally new look for mua.
Jz thought i needed a change.
Muz say i like it lah.
Not bad. Sumthg new.

But.

I look like a small kid siah!
KNS!
Later ppl all think i from secondary sch or wat..
So kental manzzzz.
hmfph!

Well,then weekend go watch SUPERMAN and PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN.
SUPERMAN RATING:
BOoOOOOring nk mampos.
Tapi mampos tanak.
The hunks in the movie is totally not cute.
Superman dah uuuPer-duuupPer ugly.
Then Lex Luther(dunno correct spell) is fweaking old man.
BooooHooo~
But overall ok-ok lah. The effects were good.

Next.

PIRATES OF THE CARIBBEAN RATING:
The show is supperbly funnie lah.
Johnny Depp is soo cute lah. He acts so well and he never fails to make me laugh.
Orlando Bloom, hmm, who can resist his charm and darn good looks.
muahaha, tgk leh cair babe.
Keira Knightley is so pwetty. dah tu je psl dia.
Overall the show is great. Nice moves and effects.
But the ending shucks man..
Haiz, how can Jerry Bruckheimer end this show like that.
Damn, leave me hanging on mid-air.
sickening. Tu je lah yg tak bagus psl movie ni.
Other than that, it is highly recommended to be viewed.

2006-07-04T20:17:00.000-07:00

Todae 040706 post will be dedicated to a true fren of mine, Bernadet Melanie Soesijanto.
All previous happenings of my days shall not be blog-ged about coz this "happening" has topped up all the rez.
It has come as a sudden leaving moz of us in shock and welled up in tears.
Todae we send her off at Changi Airport for her 1045am flight. We manage to still squeeze time for breakfaz, photo taking, jokes, talks, laughter, video taking and wave our laz goodbyes.

Well, this fren of mine of which i hav known year abt 1 year plus ago has been the light in School of Information (SIT) club. And wenever she goes back to indon to visit her family, she will without fail bring sumthg back. Food especially. She smiles so wide with eyes shimmering, who could mish her from far. Without a doubt, people will knw that it's none other than Bern. And the way wenever she speaks to her indon frens; the language, the faz pace talking..I am alwaz so gross in listening to the way she speaks.. But now she's gone. She has permanently stop schling and now going back to her home country, Indonesia.
The club will missh her alot. Since she is in the publication team. 1 down, 28 EXCOs left. It is juz sooooo sad. sooo sudden. and sooo "unacceptable" . This gerl is soo oogly adorable and likeable, yet i guess now u'll juz remain as a memory in each and everyone of our heart. I can definitely say that each and every exco in SIT club will missh her coz she has left a deep mark in our hearts. We wonder wen we can see you again. We hoping and praying to see you soon. But i guess i understd that every visit has to end with a seperation. And who says it's easy. But watever it is Bern, we want you back. Thou u mayb far, u're still apart of SIT club, apart of the EXCO team and apart of my circle of lovable frens. I love you babe and Take care alwayz. Frendship will never end if we make an effort for it not too. Ur "desire" for the Phat Nite and Voice Out shirt will be mailed to you. And every pictures we take as a club will be send to you. Enjoy a new life there thou i knw it's not easy but hey, with that adoring smile of yours, R u kidding me u wont make any new frens??? Come back SOOON!!

Btw here's the pics and video that we took:
Her farewell dinner at Pizza Hut

The video we took wen sending Bern off at Changi will be upload asap!

2006-06-30T12:59:00.000-07:00

dusty old crappy blog.
wahahahaha.
yeah baby, it's been a while since mua blog.
Wat to do.
It's like holiday now and despite having all the tym in the world to blog.
Im like a piggy at home sleeping till late noon.
Out with frens till late night.
And on the phone with boo till wee hours of the morning.
Such good planning skills i have.
*grins*
Oh wellz, this is like the only time lah i can slack.
School starts next week.
And i will have to b such a goodie student.
Go school everyday, go for every class.
Wanna knw y.. well coz my attendance is like super shucckzzzz.
Haiz, warning letter sampai tak terkire lah.
People say being in year 3 u will like werk hard lah.
Juz get ur poly diploma and out of this fcuking sch asap
But wat to do, finally in yr 3 i realized that i love the sch too much to seperate from it for good.
So mayb i'll stay here another semester bah..
wahaha. kepale otak aku bodoh.
AKU NK KUAR DARI SEKOLAH!!!!!

ok, sue gone nuts.

takmo layan.

neway on Saturday, 24 June
we had an outing at sentosa.
Celebrating Yati's burfdae that falls on the 26 June.
wahaha. Blast!!!
I tell u it was sooo gerek...

Klahz, i wont wanna type about it.
Lazy.
Let the pics do the talking aite.
Enjoyzzzzzzz
P.S: Btw kawan2 yg attachment tu takmo jealous lah eh...wahahha

i look like babi..hahahaha

Vogue habissss!

Alrighty, this is a long one so patience!!!
hmm, on monday mua, Zirah, Zaida, Yati and Ashri met up at Causeway.
But Yati had to leave ard evening like that coz ader hal lah eh.
So left with me, Zirah and Zaida.
We were like going crazzzy seh.
Bought tops from S&K.
Took neoprints and spend like 15 bucks on it in total.
Which btw the pics turn out great..
We look like models..
I loike!!!!
Ok, so we were like vain lah that day.
Dah take neoperints then still take pics from zaida's camera.
PICS!!!! PICS!!! which i think i look uper duper ooogly in it..
wahahaha but wth!

enjoysss peepies

Kudakularigagahberani

fuyoo garang nye muke aku

lihat lah perangai kawan2 ku.Satu ni tak cukup2 main sampai ngan dollz pun dier nk main. isk!suke lak tu.

yang lagi satu lak, mase kecik2 deprived childhood lah.. sedih amat!!!

Neway the bottom line, all of us had fun.
Thankz bitches for the company and entertainment

2006-06-22T20:21:00.000-07:00

hmm..
another movie review..
wahaha movie freakies!!!
neway on tues i went out with YATI.
Met up with her at Causeway Point coz i wanted to get back my Comm Skills book.
Got assignments to do. Darn!
So once met up, we were like bored.
And decided to chill babey.
Went to Cathay Causeway.
Was torn between Silent hill and R.V.

I knw i watch silent hill alreadi.
But yati havent watch yet.
And i was up for the second round of it.

Hmm, us babes, cant decide which movie to catch.
So we ended up tossing a coin.
Heads for Silent Hill and tails for R.V.
Yati tossed
And
And
It's tails.
So R.V it is!!

Bought movie tics.
Went to eat at LJS.
Went walk2 since movie start at 445pm.
Yati was looking for a black shoe for werk.
Siao eh this babe.
Cant make up her mind on wat shoe to buy.
We ended up walking from metro, to john lil, to bata,
and laz Charles and Keith.

haha.
Neway 445pm. went to the theatre.

Reviews on:

The movie was grrrrreat.
Those who wanna have a good laugh.
Go catch it aite.
And darn Jojo looks babe-licious in this movie.
And i muz say she's a good singer and actress too.
I'll rate it 8/10

Btw after hours of search for a pair of shoes.
Yati finally bought one from metro.
God that girl realli have a hard tym making a decision
wahha

2006-06-20T00:00:00.000-07:00

"HAPPY 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO BOO"

5 months and going strong...

2006-06-17T01:44:00.000-07:00

Another day out with boo.
Another movie.
But with a diff todae.
Coz todae we went to catch a sneaks.
At The Cathay.
We catch a movie that you peeps have yet to watch.
neh.neh.ni.neh.neh
haha~
lame sue, aite shud up!

. . .

superrrr fab movie

superrr gorgeous hunks

superrr cute chicks

superrr biatch bitches

superrr McFly

superrr "u get to see Chris Carmack from the OC with long luxurious hair"

haha~

superrr dazzling bling2

superr "inviting" clothings

superrr sensational kisses

superrr-ly superb

supperr-ly "muz watch"

Release Date: 22nd June 2006

go catch it

. . .

2006-06-15T22:28:00.000-07:00

Did anyone catch the latest Singapore idol piano and result show.
Well Well,
wat can i say,
My favourite, cutie pie boi is IN.
WoooHooo~
It's none other than:

. . .

HADY MIRZA

. . .

haha, okei2. i knw.
a bit over lah. but wth!
I realli like the way he sings ok..
neway, dun wanna brag toooooo much.
later got "people" jealous.
But congrats to Hady and all the bez aite!
heehee~

Ok, back to wat happen to sue's life todae.
Well, todae mua and mua boo went to catch a movie.
Yeah, moviessss again!!
wat can i say, we're movie freakzzzzz
neway, we went to watch:

The movie was super scary lah.
The beginning was confusion and blurry for me.
But as the story develop, i began to understand.
Then boyfie actualli told me beforehand that the "ghosts" playing in the movie are all dancers.
And i was like "Y?"
But after watching the movie i knew y.
The way the ghosts moves are all weird, weird and unique movements.
Somethg that only professional and "art" dancers are able to do.
esp wen the nurses were all moving.
realli kewl!!
i like!! hehe~
Overall: Watch it. And make sure got no minah fairies and minahs2 beside u.
Coz damn! They make so much noise. Like as if they owe the whole theatre. grrrrr~.

2006-06-13T00:25:00.000-07:00

Todae was MIT event day.
Went to sentosa with Yati, Maz, Zrah.
Baby send me till harbourfront then he took the bus home. So sweet!!
And not forgetting he bought for me this nice OP short shorts.
I love iiiitttt seh!!!! Im now having this fetish for short shorts.
wahahha...
GSS, short shorts, here i come.!!

okei back-track back >>

Then we ate at the hawker centre before making our way to sentosa.
Otw in the bus we called Zrah to come. So she did.
Pity her seh.
Juz finish werk then got drag by us to come. Thankz ah babe!
You're my bitch man!! haha.
So zrah was otw from somerset.
So we waited at Sentosa entrance.
In the meantime, we took the Blue line bus and juz circled ard sentosa.
Sight-seeing.
Finally zrah arrive so we made our way to Palawan.
Saw the OGLs.
Said hi and all
And saw the freshies.
Saw andrew and xavier.
who cheated my feelings seh.
Say wanna go dip in the pool but in the end they go chg.
hrmp!

So we tan and dip a while.
Went to change ard 6+ like that.
And
and
Im tan, not so much but can see my bikini tan-line lah..
muaahahahhaha!! i like!!

From there we went back to Dhoby Ghaut.
Met my baby there.
The rez left for their own stuffzz!!
Me and hunny walked from PS to City Hall.
Had Gelare. Yummy-licious!!
Waffle.
I like!!
From there headed home, coz i was half-dozed off!!
haha.
Overall, great day.. fun fun under the sun!!

2006-06-09T00:38:00.000-07:00

ouh wellz
todae i was like damn fcuking lazy to go werk.
so yup.
In the end didnt go lah.
Told them i got attachment briefing.
BOHONG je keje aku ni..
haha

neway,
todae i added a "new" collection of accessories on mua face.
wanna knw wat?
I pierced my lips babey!!
haha.

I knw it looks like a MOLE!!
But no okei, juz that the stud is black.
cool huh!!! I LOVE IT!!

Ouh wells, todae was BANDZOUT day.
Didnt stick long enuff to see the show but i saw the OGLs at werk.
And a few EXCOs.
The deco was nice.
Esp with the cloth flowing down the ampitheatre(dunno correct spelling a not).
Left as soon as my bf reach yck.
Met him there.
Saw the new look of me with the pierced lip.
Didnt say much but i knw he's mad.
He doesnt like this kind of thg but then im young.
And im experiencing stuff.
He understds.
He's cool.
And im glad that he's pretty ok with it.
Thankz babey!!

From there we headed to Jurong Shopping Centre.
Bought tics to watch slither.
Then ate at the banquet.
Then walk-walk.
Then went his home to get jacket coz i was FREEZING.
Then we made our way to the library.
Came across this wen i was reading the mag.
Pwweeety cool.

neway then we made our way back to Jurong Shopping Centre to catch the movie:

Overall rating: ok-ok lah
more of gruesome lah.

realli realli gross. I was like puking.!!! But kewl.

2006-06-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae was uper-duper fun.
Skip my morning class coz i couldnt wake up.
Thankz to the 4 panadols that i took the nite b4

So wen to Mr.George class at 1.
1-3, sat there like some stupid fcuker
damn, his class uper-duper BORING!!!!
Thank god he let us out at 245 like that.
So met Zrah outside Blk S, Lvl 3.
From there we headed to Mac.
Coz my piggy biatch is hungry.
(Ouh ya, yesterdae i adopted 2 new pet)
(A Piggy(Zrah) and A Puppy(Yati))
So cute.
They could like even agree to be my pets.
heheh~!
weird.
Neway my puppy join me soon after she fetch *ehem* from the smoking bridge.
So the four of us sat and tok.
Told yati abt this msn conference that i had with sammie
Abt her.
Bad thgs of course.
She was like fcuking me upside down but laughin.
WTH!

Well, from there we made our way to SSDC
Coz Yati wanna book car prac and Ashri wanna book his bike prac
So yah!
Me and Zrah were juz extraS, more like potential "comer" of the place sooner or later.

After all bookings done.
We made our way bck to YCK mrt
Where Yati and Ashri took the bus hm.
Me and Zrah headed for Causeway.
Coz we were so darn bored and wanted some "entertainment"
So we catch a movie. . .
Bought the movie tics. Then coz we had time to burn
We went "shopping"
Zrah wanted to buy this pants at U2.Realli nice brown pants
But no more stock.
So kesian.
In the end she never buy aww~
But we saw looots of great stuff.
Esp and S&K.
Saw this realli unique and kewl pants.
Gosh, GSS is like driving everyone insane including me and the bitches
coz there's juz so many thgs that you wanna grab.
hehehe~
Should go shopping one day. :))

It was so darn funny lah.
Me and Zrah could not stop laughing.
Gosh, it's good.
I'll rate it abt 8.99/10.
yeah~
Around 7+ nearly 8, we were done.
We were juz walking ard
and Zrah decided to go to 77th street.
But we ended up at Craft.
And came out with our ears pierced each.
Zrah on the right.
Mua on the left.
Haha~crazy..
Im like uper-duper scared of needles.
So i was like holding Zrah's hand.
Once the guy shot my ear.
I was like screaming "Ooouch!"
And he asked me "Pain meh?"
Like duh!!!!
Soon after that my ear was on fire...
darn it was hot.. But fun!!
The adrenaline rush....cool~
Then went out for a puff.
Then piggy got hungry again.
Then we went long john to E A T.
Zrah was buying while i sat down.
Then suddenly got this one gerl,
she is like a bit retarded lah. Sori to use that term.
She was doing buzzing at long john. as in clearing.
Then she juz asked this gentleman who was sitting bside me
"Can i get to knw you?"
Boy, u shld see how his face chg.
I wanted to burst out laughing.
The guy didnt respond, juz smiled.
Then she came back.
Was clearing my table this tym.
And she asked again " Want a not?"
And the guy was like "Anythg ah"
And the gerl said "Ok!Later pass me your number, write on paper"
And she walked off.
I knw it may not sound funny here.
But you shld be there man. How she was desperately and seriously keep on asking his num?
How he juz doesnt knw how to react but keep on calling his fren who is at the counter buying food to hurry. Anc how this gerl can actualli wink at him wen werking. Gosh, gross lah.
Org melayu kite kata aper,"Takde cara ah!"
Well, he eventually gave a num to her but not his.
And the guy actually knw me.
He's from NYP too.
Nursing course.
Year 2.
He said he saw me a lot of times at the puffing alley.
Then he saw me again at Jam and Hop
And he saw me again juz knw wen i was at Mac.
Weird huh!
I nvr see him before.

Well, how we eventually talked was becoz i was calling zrah, twice, and his fren thgt he koled him, twice.
So the fren was like wth u wan lah...
But actually i was koling zrah, asking her to add additional fries.
So he said, "Eh, paiseh eh" so yah, thatz how it flooow.

Ok, enuff bragging abt them.

Coz i have an exciting news to share.

"FROGGIKU IS BACK"

yesh aH!!

2006-06-06T21:40:00.000-07:00

hehe.
Revamp my blog.
I LOVE IT...
Finally after like months of wanting to design my own blog.
I finally did..
Yiiiippppeeeeee
Spend like hours on it.

Well, i have the tym to coz todae i never go sch.
SICK!
Yesterdae i couldnt even hav a nice, peaceful sleep
Keep on waking up in the middle of the nite.
And it was so hard to go back to bed with my nose "pipe" stuck.
haiz..

Flu is like waterfall.
Throat is like burning.
Coughing is like suffering TB.
Fever is like "i dunno lah"

Misshed my java test todae.
The lecturer called.
Told her im not feeling well.
So she allowed me to retake it on thurs during her lab.
BUT..
I wont be able to get the full marks.
I'll get lesser than wat i scored.
Darn!

Thatz all peeps.
Btw, to ain, sha and nadia
who are going thru their attachment now
GOOD LUCK babez...
Juz another 12 more weeks
then hell yeah,
you chicks are done with 1/2 of the semester.
another 1/2 to go before graduation.
heeeheee..
gud luckies...
and all the bez
i knw it mayb bored and shucky.
but think positive.
I'll cya wen i cya.
*muackzzzzzz*

2006-06-05T22:34:00.000-07:00

SUE IS OFFICIALLY SICK
~boooohooooo

2006-06-04T13:32:00.000-07:00

Sunday 28 May 2006
Todae is PSA family day at Escape.
It was so so damn fun lah.
Got tons of freebies.

First, we went to jalan kayu to have some prata.
Yummy-licous
Next we headed to Escape.
Upon reaching there we collected the goodie bags and ICE-CREAMSS!!
While waiting for my dad to collect the lunch.
My cute lil sis drew this on the white board near the entrance

THE CAT

She claims this is a "SNAKE"

FLOWER

AND..I have NO IDEA wat is this.

Lastly, introducing the artist who drew all that:
Nur Izyan Binte Suhairi

Ok, next, after collect the lunch, my parents and sis headed to Wild Wild Wet.While me, 2nd bro and 3rd bro headed to Escape Theme Park. We were like wanting to get on the first ride wen it started to drizzle so boohooo~ they had to close down the rides. Darn. So the three hungry "Bears" headed to Wild Wild Wet to have lunch. Yum-Yum.
Ate and tok then the sibling excluding the trouble-maker, my sis went to walk-walk and snap-snap some pics. Here go:

Finally the rain stop. So we went to Escape theme park back. Took the first ride, Wet&Wild, Woo~Shiok!! Then wen me and bro were walking to the 2nd ride, i saw a few OGLs there. Rachel,Kenny,Kamal,the couple and a few more. So we took the next ride together. SO fun siak. We were screaming even before the ride start. Kenny lah...Such a coward..haha...Some were even cursing and swearing wen on the ride..hmm..i wonder who..haha.. Eventually we took the 2nd and 3rd and 4th ride together. After that me and bro left coz too tired already..haha..

Overall, i had a fun time there lah. I mean my dad paid like 6 bucks for a ticket and we get so many stuff. Goodie bag, Ice-cream,Lunch,Free entry to Wild-wild wet and Escape Theme Park..Darn, it was great.. Enjoyable and TIRING day!!

Thursday 1 June 2006
Napfa Day.
Haiz, Started of with the inclined pull up,
First person to go..ARGH!!!!
So i tried got like 8, a D.
There goes my goal. Then came the sit up, i got 35.
So got A.
Then the stading broad jump, i got 17_cm so got B.
The shuttle run, 11:08 sec, a C.
Sit and Reach 46CM, a B.
So before heading for the next station i tried the inclined again and got 13. Woohoo~
Now got chance to get gold._
Then came the dreadiest station ever, 2.4km.
1 round like wanna die already.
So end up i failed that station by 44 god darn seconds.
Imagine lah if only i push myself earlier to actually start running,
i'll prolly pass.
Gosh..
Thru out the entire tym i was running, i was thinking,
Why in the freaking hell world did i start to puff..
Now no more stamina.
Never in sec sch hae i ever failed napfa.
Sadded.
Well, being all sticky and smelly,
Me, Ain, Azimah, Yati, Ridzman, Iskandar
headed for the pool..
So swim like 1/2 a lap coz scared my leg cramp.
Soak a while.
Joke.
Tok.
Laugh.
So fun!
Then wen we wanted to head to the medium pool.
My dear fren iskandar drop his specs in the deeeeeeep pool.
He cant see anythg and cant dive in to collect his specs
So we then started the rescue mission.
First attempt by me and ain, due to pressure we went up.
Next attempt ain went in again. But couldnt go deep enuff due to pressure.
By this tym, i was sitting on the "ledge".
As soon as ain came up i dive in and grab it.
When heading back up, i saw an enormous body blocking my way to surface.
In my brain at that pt of tym, i was like thinking,
"who the hell is blocking my way? Im like gasping for air and this freaking person juz want me to die is it?"
So i juz pushed my way thru and eventually found out that it was AIN who block my way.
ERGH!!
Swore i could have strangled her..haha..

Headed to the medium pool.
I was like asking azimah to help me float lah.. I was to rest mah.
Ain volunteered to help so i was like ok sure...
She was so sweet to lift my body up and put her hands underneath me to ensure i was floating.
Here's the bez part, wen i was like actualli floating.
She moved her hands away, and from the top push my entire body into the pool
DAMN!!! I should have killed her juz now..
REVENGE I GUESS!!
Wen i stood up i was like laughing my heart out..
Did the same to yati.
Then we challenge swimming again.
Me, ain, Iskandar.
Halfway thru iskandar got cramp.
Then wen we finish the 1 lap.
Ain lost her hairband.
Rescue mission number 2.
and who's the rescuer, me of course..
haha..
so cute.
At 7 we left for shower.
Here i would like to apologies to the guys coz the girls took a hell of a long time to shower.
So, on behalf of them, im sorri.
Next, we were all hungry so headed to mac.
I had McSpicy Meal *UPSIZE*
drink chg to coke lite.
yeah..
After dinner, we headed home.

Friday 2 June 2006
wahahahha...
the day the bitches turn to slut.
haha.
sound so wrong.
Well, i knw we did sumthg stupid that day and had to trouble a lot of ppl.
Im sori for that.
Im sori to sha for ruining your enjoyment day after fyp.
Sori to merv and azimah for having to take care of us.
And i knw a few more ppl were day to actualli keep us sane.
I recognise you guys but juz dunno ur name.
Watever it is sori to you guys too.

Well, everythg went fine for me till the music started blasting during jam n hop.
Thats went i got crazy and high.
Gosh, i juz get pump up by the music man..
It was so kewl.
Dance so close to the bitches.
Nadia was great. Zrah and Zaida too.
Esp Zaida, grind like you've never grind before..
hehe..
We had to leave early but it was fun.
Had a blast.
Watever it is i dun think i regret wat went on that day.
Coz i had fun and how usual do i actually turn "wild"!!
So ya.
Thankz to all for caring.
Thankz to Zaida for you knw wat.
Thankz to Nadia, Aizat, Zrah and Yati for the "show".
Juz made the day even more fun.
In a good way.
And congrats to Ain, Zaida, Me, Maz for being the laz person standing.
haha!!

And andrew, since wen you dance sooo well huh..
Overall, thankz everyoone for being a part of "THE" day for me.
BLISS!

2006-05-26T13:34:00.000-07:00

Well, back and blogging again.
Now im in sha's lab.
Ngah break!
So D A M N bored lah..

Later working, 5-11pm
wah, sian!!!!
Then tmr werking oso.
Mampos aku!

Werk has been the last thg i wanna do on my list
but wat to do, money fault
I have to werk lor.
Niari got some army and police event.
Woo~ got guys to see.
haha..
my bf is gonna slaughter me.
Im dead!

Neway backtrack a bit.
On wednesday i had my mock interview
Being so suay!
I had to be the very first person to 'kena' interview.

So damn nervous siak...
Didnt even have time to prepare lor.
But watever lah.
Juz get it over and done with.

At the end of the interview.
The lecturer said i was confident but my nervousness was very obvious
Coz my hands were shakkkkking..
bloddy hands cant even keep quiet for a few mins.
Damn!
But overall she said i did good
For a first person i did extremely well
*grins*
But i didnt knw wat grade i got.
The lecturer dont wanna share.
KNS!!

Wen it was my turn to become the interviewer,
i did well too.
I asked some really good and tough questions which left the interviewee's mouth gawking..
haha.
felt sooOOooo bad..
Overall i had fun in comm skills cls.
I guess all the formal dress up and blisters on my legs was worth it.
Yipppeeeee!!

PS: i knw froggiku could be reading this.
Juz wanna say come home soon..
Missing you tooo damn much already seh!!
Dah almoz two weeks he's gone.
How long more????????
:((

"Im alive, Im in love, You complete me!"

2006-05-16T20:09:00.000-07:00

Finally blogging again..
Life has been busy and hectic
and not forgetting
GREAT!!

Laz sunday my sayang left for Aust again.
SO sad..
Now i gotta wait for a month plus before his return.
Gosh, super long can!!!

I muz say our relationship is getting stronger
and we're growing with each passing day.
Our love for each other hasnt chg one bit
despite the fact that we've been apart for quite sum tym.
In fact, we've grown fonder of each other and i guess the theory of
"Missing makes the heart grow fonder" TRUE!!

Arguements are lesser and happy moments have doubled.
We moved a few stairs ahead in this ladder of relationship.
Small baby steps but definitely somethg worth going thru.
Such a wonderful thgy.
Now, ppl ard me are all falling in love.
Such SWEEEEET sight.
We're all a happy bunch of bitches.

Friendship have grown stronger too.
We see more of each other each day and i muz say those babes are my everythg.
They are crazy bunch of bitches but definitely out-of-this world.
So honoured to have them in my life.
Love you bitches so much.

And love my sayang alot alot tooooooo...

P.S:
Dear Vans, u can tag anythg u wanna tag abt my guy but at the end of the day, im still with him, trusting him completely and believing that wateva he say is true. Coz he's my man and i knw him better, we've bonded and nothin can change that. I dun need someone i duno to ruin my happy life. Too bad if your life sucks. I pray that it will turn out better so u'll stop tagging me such msges. Mayb happiness juz dun wan to befall on you now. With such nasty remarks, i guess happiness wont come by anytym soon. So do somethg abt it aite! Btw if wat u say is true, one day god will lead me to the right way. Till then im here; happy and blissfully in love and i wont let anythg distract my relationship.

2006-04-23T16:22:00.001-07:00

haiz. it's been a week since baby left..
Mizz my BOYFRIEND alot seh!!
jealous u knw wen u're on the train and you see couples together
or wen u walk dwn the streets seeing them happy-happy together.
i missh those tyms and moments wen i walk down the street with that 'special' him.
having the tym of my life.
enjoying every seconds of the precious tym that we had together.
enjoying the walk and the scenery.
the view and the side glance of his adorable face..
haiz. 1 week down
let me see, 7 more weeks to go..
haiz!!

luckily tmr i will be having fun with my babes .. wooohooo~
We are going swimming!!
at school -_-
haha..
aiyah, muz be fun wan..
so wat if the school swimming pool dun have any 'form' of enjoyment!
we are already a bunch of crazy biatch!!
so yeah, confirm bsk gerek!
and i will have the tym of my life...
cant wait.. *grins*

klah till here my post.
u peeps take care and smilez!!!
P.S:School suckz!!
I mish my old classmates, Ain, Sha, Iskandar, Adam
I mish my old lecturemates, Azi, Chloe, Nadia, Zrah and lotsa lotsa more COOL peeps.
Now im ALL ALONE..
sadded!

2006-04-18T22:35:00.000-07:00

super terrible me.
gosh, it's been months since i blog.
Sorilah
i've been reali reali busy esp with school.
First of, i've been having this 3 days non-residential camp in school
To find the new batch og OGLs(orientation group leaders)
of course im not one joining the camp since laz yr kan i dah jadi OGL
so this yr im the facilitator.
Had to go for the training and all.
After the 3 days camp, start the orientation planning stage.
The OGLs need to do the proposal and trial run and stuff lah.
Then came the orientation day.
New FRESHMEN..
WOOOHOOO..
haha, look for cute guys but all cannot make it.
Y? coz they toooo young lah.
haha..
i so old already.
AND..
Buat per nk look for cute guys wen i have froggiku!!!

neway, after the orientation, the OGLs had a 2d1n chalet at sentosa.
but i didnt go lah.
Then on wed, 12th april, the S.I.T Excos went for a buffet treat at furama riverfront hotel..
FREE food.. all thankz to the lecturers.
They so sweet kan.. Treating us coz we did a good 'supervising' job for the orientation.Food was great.. Ate alot seh.
After the lunch, we EXCOs took a bus to esplanade where we conducting our meeting pat CT Hall saner.
SO cute lah.. all sit down on the floor do meeting.

fast forward >>

school start yesterdae..
*bluekz*
i hate it... now i not in the same class as my gfs liao..
so sad.. and so bored!!!!
i hate school!!!!!

and on sunday froggiku left.
I knw my sayang doesnt allow me to blog abt him.
He wanna keep a low profile but wth!
i dun care liao.
I want the whole world to knw that i now have a cute frog that belongs to me and me only..
Im gg serious abt this and the world needs to knw that.

Haiz, im missing him a lot..
He left for australia on sunday.
All the way till june.
Dulu he left for 3 weeks onli.
Tu pun i cant bare to seperate from him.
Now it's like 2 mnths.
Hw to survive??
He is everythg in my life. My pillar of strength, the person i turn to wen im in need of help or a shoulder to cry on. He has been nothin but great and i owe this happiness to him. I've honestly have never found anyone who would do anythg juz to see me happy but he would even if it means he needs to sacrifice certain thgs in life. My gfs all say im lucky and wanting a guy like him. Sori babez i found one and he will be mine forever. I love him a lot and i wouldnt trade him for anythg in this world. Even his life is more important than mine..!!

I heart YOU many many.
Take care in Aust sayang.
And i'll wait for ur return..
:))

2006-02-23T21:37:00.000-08:00

okei peeps.
js sat for my maths paper today.
boleh mampos seh duduk dlm sports hall tu..
Dah lah the day b4 that i actually spend moz of waking hours doing my semt proj
and had barely any time to study seh.
Then this morning i entered the sports hall wit no confidence at all
Plus..PLUS..
i had "lovely" frens by the name of flu, cough, sore throat and fever accompanying me thruout
the entire duration of my paper esp flu.
I couldnt concentrate at all.
Gave up at some point of time coz of the headache and the ability of..
NOT BREATHING..

Neway i've been sick since wednesday lah.
Like wat a good day to fall sick rite.
haiz.
my immune system loves to "breakdown" at the wrong tym seh.
like "heeeeeelllooooo"
tmr is my first semester exam and u choose to let the virus attack u on the wrong day.
bodoh nye immune system.
Im so sick of being sick seh.
Everyone is like asking me why u sick so often?
exam phobia ah?
ask me go doctor lah.
blah..blah..blah
ok ok..
i knw u guys care abt me ..
appreciate it alot ..
but haizz, im juz not a doctor person.
and besides i havent realli been taking care of my health.
werk 3 days straight.
then on days wen im not werking
i'll be up studying or doing proj..
and now, i cant werk tmr..
haiz, it shucks wen u do a plan of wat u wanna do with ur cash
and in the end ur shortage of it..
$1 or $2 nvrmind,
this is $36 we're toking about..
alot seh..
i guess i got to werk more next week.
naik bosan lak nk keje.
werk life is getting sickening.
but no werk, no money.
no money, no tok..
STTTTRESSSSS!!!!!

And this is the good part,
FINALLY,
i've handed in my semt proj.
habis balak aku.
the moz suprising part is the lecturer ask wati(my partner) a lot of qns
and she asked me only one qn.
luckily i can ans.
so weird right..
she was like asking wati qns after qns
and each time, the qn gets more and more difficult.
I was like down there biting my nails, waiting for my turn.
Then she asked me this 1st qn, eazy lah i could ans
and i was like waiting for the next qn and she was like "ok, u all are done"
And i was like "huh? serious kepe?"
Wati was like "angry" that she ask me one qn only..she said not fair..
haha..
too bad lah syg..
so that's it for semt proj..
a HUGE load is lifted off my shoulder.
Here i would like to thank the ppl that actually help me with my semt proj one way or another..
Chloe esp for nvr failing to help me find a reference prog.
Even up to the laz min.
Thank u girl.
Ain too, for sending me the prog thou it's totally frm diver'slog..haha..
well, it's the thought that counts.
Calvin and JY for helping me get help for my semt proj.
Nadia too.
Anthony for the very first prog of semt proj.
and my partner Wati, for putting lots of effort.
who says u need to meet up to do proj?
As long as both party contribute and do their part,
everythg is done in the end..
so that's all lah..
i wanna go lie down now..
My head is killing me..
and my nose too..
haiz...

take care peeps.
good luck for ur exams
and DONT fall sick...
bubbye! ((:

2006-02-22T15:09:00.000-08:00

gosh
i knw i havent blog for ages
so here's another post for u peeps.

a lot of shit happens.
like Ain said 2006 starts off to a so not good year
but im sure things will get beta.
like Ain's life...

Semalam sedih bile pat mc cafe..
until she cant even study her maths.
then wen "abg-panjangnye" appear for a suprise...
she cried..
so sweet lah abgnye..haha..
neway, niari kwn ku yg tersayang ni nye BDAY!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AIN!!
she's 20 already..
Sorilah i couldnt stick ard for long. :((

well, my life still remains as dreadful as ever..
so bosan man!!
For the past three days, Sat, Sun and Mon,
i have been werking at suntec.
Penat seh..
Im becoming a work-FREAK!!!
haiz..
And i've been coming home later and later each day..
Selagi matahari belum benam, selagi bulan belum timbul selagi tu lah Nur Suhaidah belum sampai umah..
On sat after werk i wen to meet yati at specialist nye starbucks.
Chill with her for a while.
Puff.
Met her werkmates and ehem-ehem*
then took the laz train home...ALONE.

---

Life is alwayz filled with arguements.
Even the smallest things in life can cause such a mess to u.
I knw all u've been saying is wat do i get from being angry/pissed at u.
I get nothin in return
yesh.
i knw that.
but this is all matters of the heart.
where words cant expressed how i feel.
Yesh,
we shld forgive and forget.
That is bound to happen sooner or later
coz how can i b angry with sumone i love deeply.
but comparing u and me,
u can forgive and forget in a snap
well i take time.
to be ALONE
and cool off.
Coz in the end
I GET NOTHIN IN RETURN FOR BEING ANGRY AT SOMEONE!

2006-02-17T00:09:00.000-08:00

All i got to say for this POST is : . . .

WAT THE FUCK!!!!!!

2006-02-13T20:57:00.000-08:00

i knw im not suppose to blog about this but sori sygku i cant help it
it's been in my system for quite some tym, a long some tym
i knw lah u're leaving.
that thought can nvr leave my mind.
it's constantly in there.
jus that i dun wan to bring it up wenever im toking to u.
it jz upset me lah.
and wen im upset
u knw how upset i can be rite..

haiz.
u're prolly nt gonna read this post neway.

im left with onli less than a month.
26 days to be exact..
624 hours.
37440 mins.
2246400 seconds.
wah!!
so little tym.
and u're gonna be gone for 2 years.
24 months.
730 days.
17520 hours.
1051200 mins.
63072000 seconds.
damn it.. so long seh!!
haiz..
dah boleh grow white hair.
dah boleh kahwin
dah boleh berlaki.
dah boleh beranak..
haiz..

dahlah.
i ngah sad ni..
besok valentine's day.
argh! malas lah nk celebrate2 ni semua.
too sad..

sue is sad! :((

ain say ain is sad too..
sebok je ni anak!! --nk colour blue lah..ni blog dia per..!!! ada share per.. NO!

2006-02-09T14:14:00.000-08:00

well well
yesterdae had to hand in semt proj at 1
and Productivity and Creativity Common Test at 5.

Came sch late.
Ard 1+ like dat.
Went to hand in the proj lah.
Ader bende tak complete lah.
I mean i didnt manage to make the prog retrieve the info entered lah.
That part onli missing ok.
Then the lecturer die die want the whole prog to work.
I mean wat i've done is workable already wat.
Except missing of one teeeny-weeeny element onli and u still expect me to do it.
WTH!
certain lecturers are really really very fussy and
tau menyusahkan aku je..
like hello this next few weeks will be a busy wan
with presentations lah,
handin in of projects,
common tests,
and semester exams.
like wake up lah...
people busy rite..
BODOH!!
mati pun cantik ah ni anak..

neway wen to have lunch at FJ with ain, sha and azean
after that we went to watch this scary stuff that yan brought at one of the tutorial rooms lah.
Can u believe it??
i had test later that afternoon,
I havent study the day before
coz i was "devoting" my tym to the semt proj
and wen i had the tym to study,
there i was watching a scary video.
all the way until 430.
so i had onli ard 30 mins to study rite.
open my book, oh yesh i did.
but did i study, oh NO!!
we were all there toking abt the video we watch and stuff lah..
all the way until 5.
so u muz asked when did this gerl actually studied?
well,
while walking to the lecture theatre of course.
i studied while walking.
like information does get into the brain like dat.
neway, wth,
juz sat for the paper.
among my three best buddies,
i was the laz to leave.
not becoz i knw how to ans
but becoz i was doing a GREAT job at giving long and crappy answers.
ya!!
so that's y i took a longer tym..
haiz..
aper nk jadi nI!!!
nvrmind,
i'll buck up on my next paper
*prays*

2006-02-06T21:08:00.000-08:00

GOSH!
very very hectic week.
first of
ASP project due today at 9am.
and i woke up at 930.
gosh like late already lah..
there goes my 20%
stupid rite
just becoz of late submission, after 9am
20% deducted
so wth.
i and sha went sch
ain late'R'
haha.
so we went there edit proj here and there first
gi mampos
dah deduct 20%
might at well use the time to improvise the proj
can get more marks
ialah!
bnyk aku nye improvise
in the end couldnt do much cause
my brain decided to head for a melt down and
sooooo
I GAVE UP.
i js hand in what i did which i hope is enuff lah.
after that go lunch pat coffeeshop outside sch
then after that go town
mit yasmin(ain's werk fren)
chill then left ard 450pm for a lab test at 5pm
isk!
teruk nye.
asyik lmbt je gi class
neway reach sch ard 515 like that i tink.
sat for the test.
oklah.
i knw wat shit i was doing so can pass lah.
then after that grab a sandwhich at splash&decker
then went at the sch main gate
to eat plus puff
jumpe yan skali.
then off we went for nite class
ingatkn ader quiz
but the lecturer cheat my feeling.
she chg the quiz to nxt week
WTF!
if i knw i nvr go today's lab seh.
so penat. so tiring .
mcm nk meninggal.
haiz.

neeeeway tmr break(off-day).
but not a break for me.
got semt proj due on wed.
then got P&C Common Test on that day oso
so stress
the on thurs got presentation
and not one shit is done
haiyoooo...
i dun believe i slack in my assignments this semt but y does it lead to this hectic and stressful week.
i hate it.
gue benci amat ini mcm.
i juz want my hols NOW!!!!!!
a LOOOOONG one plsssss..

P.S
only my heart knws how heartbroken i am.
due to a request, i am not allowed to blog about it.
how i wish i could.
i js wanna let out everythg.
so my heart will feel at ease
u're in silence for a day and so am i.
who gonna make the first move?
i hate this.
I HATE ALL OF THIS.
argh, forget it lah.
im not gonna pour abt it neway.

nite class end.
bye peeps.

ps: u knw how much i heart euuu.... maybe not!

2006-01-24T16:17:00.000-08:00

gosh.
i js have this lovely fren in sch who irritates me every single tym my blog is not updated.
so yesh,
my syg, AIN, this post is for u..ENJOY!
:))

ok, i knw i havent been blogging for QUITE some time now.
but wat to do?
js dun feel like it..
js dun feel like switching my lappy on
go internet explorer
go blogspot
sign in
create new post
and TYPE!!

haiz

neway, lets get back on track.

hmm.

well, open house is finally over
a crazy 3 days i muz say
my mood was like 'swinging' lah..
neway not that much crowd lah on the fri and sat

then on sat left early
ard 3 like that
go werk mah!
haiz,
so sian lah
two weeks nvr werk then that saturday muz werk
like lazy gitu..
klu lah aku tak yah keje dan bank account aku sentiasa full, alangkah gereknye hidup ku!!!
stop fantasizing lah eh!
like nvr gonna happen..duh!!

neway that saturday wen werking
i like super hate A*jack attitude lah
he was like action gitu
mentang2 ader kwn baru, sombong nk mampos!
neway, i nvr tok to him and couldnt even be bothered.
he tried toking to me but i avoided him.
he was like joking ard and i gave him the "WTF" face!
Kasi malu itu anak, itulah cara nk ajar dia
klu tak dia pikir dia bnyk nye sachok kepe.
boleh releks suah!

geram!!!

neway, the saturday function was NUS D&D
all those lecturers and professors came lah
their guest-of-honour was Prof Ho Peng Kee
super cool ah..
and my table was sOooOO super close to his lah..
and Eunice Olsen was the emcee.
so her up close and personal
pweeety chick!!
haha
here's the bez part
my whole entire, 10 pax table is filled with men!!!
gorgeous and educated gentlemen
they were like so swiiit and super courteous lah
every single tym i top up drinks so watever service lah i do, they will smile and say thank you
so swiit can!!
haiz, thats wat i call gentlemen!!

Although my day sound like super fun
Its not
I was like so tired lah
I even drop a few dessert bowls on this lady lah..
haiz, i apologised and luckily she was ok with it
If not confirm kena fcuk with my captain.
After the whole thgy,
my legs and back ache like hell siak..
i can barely even walk.
luckily my dad fetch me but i still had to walk a distance to meet him lah.
in the end, my lovely bro carry my bag for me...
so swiit..
slept in the car thru out the entire journey home
and as soon as i reach home
had my shower
ate
and went to bed lah..

damn pissed with someone already wat!!
couldnt even open my eyes for one single sec
i js wanna stop that hurtful feeling in me!!

argh forget it.

neway, today is my mummy bday
i totally forgot abt it lah
luckily, my bro koled me and remind me seh..
pheww!!
so in the end i manage to say "happy bday" to her before she left for werk
woohoo!
later me and my bro gonna get sumthg for her.
then can suprise her wen she cum back from werk. *grins*
neway,

Happy Bday MOMMY!
Love u alwayz. *muacks*
Take care
and no matter wat happens
im here for u.. *sobs*

2006-01-08T00:23:00.000-08:00

hello peeps
well, it's a rainy day today
couldnt even get out of the house.
so sian!

neway,
let's blog abt my life for the past few days.
Well, on fri was the revealing of the angel mortal thgy.
Woke up ard 10+
skip my morning lect
went "shopping"
bought ingredients to make brownie
then came hm and start working on it.
was kinda scared lah..
scared the brownie not nice
then later my mortal dun like.

then ard 1+
reach sch
late for internet prog lab
lucky the lecturer nvr say anythg.
we(me,sha,ain) din do our lab
we play game
haha.
so fun
play play
puff puff until 4
class end
ain go meet bf
then i and sha go eat at FJ
then go puff
laz for the day
then go clubrm
slack for a while
then me and ridzman went to cheers to get stuff for our angel lah.
then he wrap
then i wrote a note to my angel
then off we went for our meeting at one of the tutorial room.
first we start of by celebrating the dec and jan babies birthday..
so fun lah..!!
after that came the revealing of angel-mortal
so stress ah..
sit down there waiting for ur turn.
then came the revealing part.
azimah was shock to knw that i was her angel
she din even knw a clue that i was her angel lah
then that old man(our president) was saying that i was a good actress
haha.
wth!
then i was oso shcck to knw that my angel was bobby
gosh!
all the while i thought my angel was a gerl ok..
so shocking can.
neway
he bought for me this coffeebean chalk mug
a mug where u can use chalk to write on it.
so sweet.
then he wrote a msg for me on the mug..
aww!
then he gave me this poem
so sweet again lah..
almoz cried
thank u bobby..
been a great angel to me
although u're bz with orion.
haiz
neway i left sch at 10pm that day..
so late
was shack wen i got hm.

SATURDAY!
got werk
was like late lah.
coz raining
then the mrt js love to make sum stops here and there
waste of tym
then me and bro decided to take cab frm novena
went up
and the queue was like damn fcuking long lah
so in the end
koled jasmine(gerl frm werk) bck
said we will start late lah
at 6.
walao, my pay frm 36 to 30 lah..
cut 6 bucks
chicken neneh!!
well, did this UTAC D&D function.
sickening ppl.
dun wan elaborate la..
neway
my nite ended with swit moments lah.
saw old frens on the train back
and stuff lah..
haiz.
that made my day..

SUNDAY
dun wan tok abt sunday
so boring
it's raining non-stop
cannot go out
cannot even accompany a*jack go lunch
poor him eat lunch alone
sorri dude..
nxt tym ok!!

2006-01-05T22:34:00.000-08:00

Gosh
It's been like ages since i blog
well peeps, yesh i knw the one week break might have passed
and my blog is like still the same
well i have been bz..
very very bz

My life has been filled commitments here and there
Not that im complaining

Well, lets see
CAMP U.P is finally over
with participants that are so active and crazzzzzy!!
They may be a small sum but the noise they make..
WOW!!
The came the new year..
Well i was werking at Suntec Banquet on New Year's EVE
so SIAN rite but can complain..
I wont trade that day for anythg in the world.
I had a blast..
Watch the fireworks at Esplanade wit my bro and A*jack.
I had flashback of my life for the past yr while watching the fireworks
super sad can..
I was like wanting to cry lah but din.
Neway i have been werking in Times Bookshop Expo Sale
and lets juz say werking with ur ex is definitely very very weird
haiz..
nvr tok
juz smiled once
and thats it
until the last day of werk which was on Mon that we finally exchg words
haha..
ridiculous!
watever lah..
klah, ending here now..
wanna go watch TV
been missing a lot of good shows
take care peeps
and i knw this is rather late
but
HAPPY NEW YEAR..
May u have success in ur new resolutions..
*Muackzz*

2005-12-22T09:05:00.000-08:00

Your Birthday: 31 October
You're a pretty traditional person. If it's lasted, it's probably good.
You seek stability - both in your career and your romantic relationship.
In return, you're very loyal and predictable.
Which is usually a good thing.
Without a partner, you feel lost.
Being with someone is very important to you.

Your strength: Your dependability
Your weakness: You hate being alone
Your power color: Midnight blue
Your power symbol: Shell
Your power month: April

Wanna know what your bday means??

2005-12-12T19:50:00.000-08:00

WOW!
It's been ages since i blog..
Been bz lately
Not that i was a pig, snoring away on my bed
Been werking, schling and doin club stuff

Well, here goes...
Werk on friday after school.
Not that i went for class..
Js slack in school onli
haha
NEWAY,
after lunch near school coffee shop.
went sch to pass some Sport Champ stuff at clubroom
then straight to suntec with ain and sha.
So swiiiiiit of them, wanna send me to werk.
Neway reach there ard 4.
still early ah coz werk start st 5.
so slack at the garden first.
Played a few games of pakao then stop
coz got like security spying around us..
busybody.
play oso cannot play peacefully.
neway later my bro join then i we all slack and puff.
Ard 440, me and bro left for werk.
ain go pit. sha go home.
so yah!
Then at werk ah..
got super.. i mean SUPER cute angmoh looking guy
so happy to werk.
and the moz exciting part, he was in the same team as me..
even better,his table is ryte in front of me..
so i got to werk 'side by side' with him lah..
haha..
then he tok to me first lah..
ask qns about the banquet stuff
then ask can use hp a not.
we talked and smile..
then he ask for my name and i asked for his.
he said his name is "Dino"
then i ask "mixed malay"
and he nodded..
wow!! ader darah melayu ah(got malay blood)
sOooOOoo happy, can!
so thru out the entire nite,
i help him and he help me
super fun lah..
so gerek!!
werking was like dating.
so in a good mood..haha..
then go home saw him again, outside, smoking..
said goodbyes then off i go with my bro
Then at woodlands control st, was with my bro's fren and gf.
chill while waiting for a fren from werk called, Ajack
Then Ajack came, we chill for awhile.
Joke around, laugh..
then walk home with him and my bro and my bro gf..
Haiz,
dun wan elaborate so much lah..
but after that nite,
i wanted a BF
so nice to be hugged...
haiz...
misshh those days wen i loved and beloved.
klah, dun wan emo so long..
toodles.. take cr peeps..
haiz, got sports champ finals this wed..
blog again after event done.

AGE!

2005-12-04T07:26:00.000-08:00

Got this from a frend. Try it out!

Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway- but the Guru MAN will know YOUR AGE>BY USING THE CHOCOLATE MATH FORMULA. This is pretty>neat like the Brandy..... DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING>DOWN FIRST!>>It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read>...Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've>worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time>things, it's fun.>>>
LET's GO...

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that>you would like to have chocolate (more than once but>less than 10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold)

3. Add 5

4. Multiply it by 50 -- I'll wait while you get the>calculator

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add>1755 ....
If you haven't, add 1754.

6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were>born.

You should have a three digit number

The first digit of this was your original number ;>(i.e., how many times you want to have chocolate each>week).

The next two numbers are YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it is>RIGHT!!!!!)

THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2005) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS.

work

2005-12-04T00:19:00.000-08:00

OMG!
I work at Suntec Convention yesterday
For this Maxtor D&D function.
They open 700 tables, can!!
suuUuuuperrrr tirring..
My leg and hand SuuuPpper aching..
wah!
can die ah..

It was 2 ppl to 3 table
and i got this aunty.
She like suppperrr stupid lah..
The captain talk she nvr pay attention, then dunno wat to do.
Eg: The capt say the rice muz alwayz be full, so need to top up lah.
Then got 2 tables the rice almoz finishing alreadi.
So i tell her, "Aunty, u take 1 bowl, i take the other bowl, go chef top up"
She was like " muz top up meh. They finish eating already"
Hello! dum-dum
of course they finish that side dish already lah
but later got more side dish coming out mah
Then ah she dun wan believe me..
Ask me go ask the capt.
I got frustrated i go ask lah.
Then ah, i got scolded by the capt..
"I already told u the rice muz always top up. Y nvr pay attention?"
wah piang!!!!
i so innocent then i kena(get) scolded.
KNS!
damn pissed lah..
and it was not onli this occassion ah..
got alot she dunno..

Then ah, she alwayz MIA wan,
do work very slow..
I tell her lah..
i go behind take the dessert then u serve ah..
i take all 3 bowls already, she still serving the 2nd table
In the end the third table my capt do..
walao,
later she tink i lazy pig..

Then ah, the drinks ah she never top up wan..
She can still stand around the table pretend she nvr see.
In the end i had to go back and forth,
topping up coke,
then orange,
then chinese tea,
the plain water..
wah!!
i walk walk so faz, until i cannot walk..

Clearing oso the same..
She do damn f***ing slow ah..
i can clear 1 table go behind empty the dishes, she still clearing 1/4 of a table..
can die ah like that..
I see ppl around me their table all finish clearing already..
Only left the some dessert and the glasses lah..
My 3 tables, still got main course dishes on the susan(table).
haiz...
work there can ah..
not bad ah..
so cool but my partner so not cool lah, can!!
I wish the next tym i work there i wont get aunty-aunty kind ah..
Gib me some hunks man...
then my job releks..

2005-11-30T04:56:00.000-08:00

Well, Wednesday..
My lovely dear sis didnt go sch the whole day today..
Lazy ***
haha..
but it makes no difference for me also..
Im a lazy *** too.
That makes u 2, Nur Ain bte Razali
Wanna knw y??
Well i didnt for my 8 am class today coz need go post office,
make some payment for my dad.
Then skip my 10 am class coz i was waiting for "PRINCESS" ain here..
who took such a long tym to doll up..
Cant blame her lah
"Princess" mah..
So by the tym reach school, it's LUNCH tym
eat at gecko with azean, iskandar, ain and me
then azean left coz got class
then iskandar left..
Ain didnt feel like going for semt proj
my laz class of the day so in the end
never go
go esplanade.
the usual, BICARDI!
haha.. that means i went to school
but never go class
so i go school for wat??
For lunch of course..
haha..
That seems to be the onli reason y i cum school..
To Eat..
haiz..
Neway,
Ain again suggested not to open the bottle
so i was like "ok lor"
Then wen there open use the big rocks again.
This tym thgs got messy..
way way messy..
i open ain bottle first.
Some water came out coz of the gas but still ok lah..
But wen it came to my bottle,
wat a scene.
The gass came out and the "water" decided to wet my pants
So yah! i had to sit at esplanade with a wet and uncomfortable pants.
Damn!
and watz left of my drink was like 3/4 of the bottle
wasted! sadded!
neway, drank and tok
laugh, see couple makeout(horribly--coz the gerl dunno how to kiss) haha
so yah..
ard 4+, nearly 5 we left.
On our way, we saw minah tudung SL
in broad daylight
like come on lah..
U already wear tudung
sopan lah cikit..
begini ke cara orang melayu kita sekarang
Im not saying im a goody-goody lah
but wen u're wearing tudung
pls have some respect for the agama
U kiss here kiss there like u dun care..
wan makeout then dont wear tudung lah..
So embarassing
seriously..
Wen they saw us they stopped kissing
WTH!
haiz, dun wan comment alot on that ah..
seriously heart pain and full of disappointment

Neway, Ain and Me decided to walk from the esplanade to Orchard
so we did.
So fun..
tok, joke and acted like a bunch of lunatic ppl..
walk around SMU campus like our own like that
Finally we reach orchard.
Ain had to rush to work coz 6 already..
so i took train from there and went home.
That's wednesday

Here njoy the shots..

2005-11-28T20:15:00.000-08:00

bored . . bored . . bored . .
damn!!
i just feel like skipping this class
but cannot ah..
i good gerl ah...
good gerl my foot...
haiz this nite class teacher is SOOOoOOOo damn boring
She talk, nobody listen
She ask do work, nobody do.
She ask qns, nobody answer
She ask if everybody understd, everybody say yesh.
She ask qn one by one, nobody can answer
She ask go break, everybody go..
haiz...
Sumtym i pity her.
But that is the most i can do...
I cant do anythg more.
Im just a plain lazy pig.
So yah!!
Today is so a sad day for me
Young lions is not able to qualify for the semi
so sadded
haiz..
wat is happening to our football team??
Is every SEA games gonna be like dis???
haiz...
if so, it's gonna be sooOOoo disappointing.
Haiz, im a die-hard fans of theirs
pls
win it
for me
for Singaporeans
Haiz...
Gud luck and keep on going.
Dun give up ok..
*smiley-smiley*

okay jus came back frm the usual activity that we crazy ppl do..
haha..
So js now we had some recordings of our conversation..
So fun lah...
We laugh, critize, sang, tok
basically everythg that we bunch do lah..
haha..
now feel a bit more refresh..
wooHoo..
klah till here my post.
lazy ah wanna type..
now want go play game
so see yah peeps ard

lastly,
to all those november born ppl in SIT
Happi Birthday
May all ur dreams come true
and another year of "mature-ness" do u good.
haha.
Take cr.. Love ya lots..!! :))

2005-11-25T00:55:00.000-08:00

gosh..
is it that hard for the young lions to juz make it to the semi-finals??
Are they under a spell that is preventing them frm scoring??
watching game after game that the lions play, im losing my patience
It's not as if they're lousy
They're good
Jus that they dont make full use of the chance and opportunity given to them.
God!!
It's frustrating
But come wat may,
I still have faith in them
They still got a chance
thou ppl ard me are thinking the opposite..
For once,
juz let the soccer team bring back a medal
i dun care if it's a bronze
as long as they bring back a medal

They way they played for the tiger cup was superb
so watz happening??
I wan that team spirit back
Now they look so disorganized
haiz!!
GO LIONS!

neway this column here goes to ppl that find Baihakki Khaizan adorable and cute.
Hold up!!
Who dont find him cute??
Im sure everybody does!!
haha

In class

2005-11-21T20:58:00.000-08:00

Im now going thru nite class
some stupid class
yesh STUPID
with capital S, T, U, P, I, D
Y??
Coz i dun even understd a single shit frm this class.
Im not an expert in programming.
Esp JAVA and C++
haiz...

help!!
im not a programming kinda gerL..
Im not an expert anythg wen it comes to studies
so y m i here??
coz my daddy and mummy say
that "education is important"
haiz..
then ok lor.
i go school "study lor"..
But i seriously think it is a waste of tym
esp wen im not gonna major in tis course
and i doubt there's any job for me if i were to go ard with my dip later on wen i graduate
Y?
coz from year 1 semt 1
my results is barely pass
How do i expect people to hire me??
Nobody wan a C grader person to werk for their company
as cleaner can lar...
but me carrying mop and broom
nah nah!
NEVER!

so yah!
i'll prolly take up sum other course after this..
If worse cum to worse do office job lor.
9-5
No life
but so wat..
money important babe!
haiz!

Life shuckz!!
I wan a bf..
Any candidates??
Pls register at www.forgetIT.com
coz love shucks for me now.
But i want to be loved
how??
haiz!!
very fussy ah me..
haiyo...
sue sue...

aiyah, watever lah...
got bf then got lor..
no bf then cry lor..
aiyah, dunno lah..
i stress already so yah!
back to studies...
fat hope!!
haha.. klah, bye peeps..
take cr..

2005-11-18T14:49:00.000-08:00

Peeps, here's the photos from the movie outings with my frens!!

Me,Ain,Sha

Chicken Lil' So Cute!!

Our Family Size Popcorn Set

TICs!!

Our Raya Pics

Well, tym for another update.
Went sch on Fri
Nothin much happen the whole day..
Js tat we had this gathering with lecturemates and mentor
Ate, tok
quite fun lah..
Then during my Internet Programming break.
Me and my bunch of crazy frens went for a puff at the bridge
While making our way there,
we tok and laugh and didnt bother abt our surroundings
Until Ain saw sumthg weird near the drain at the carpark
It didnt move, watsoever
until a car dash pass it..
It slithered..Yesh!!
It slithered
It was a small, green snake..
We, the 3 of us froze at tat instance
and watch that snake slithered to the nearest bush..
After that we all slowly make our way to the bridge.
All of us were frightened.
Ain even cried..
Never in my entire life have i ever see a snake slithers freely in the open..
So So Scary..
The next tym im walking to the bridge again,
i make sure i take extra care and open my eyes big big...
and u peeps should too...

2005-11-17T23:48:00.000-08:00

Well Well
From the 1st semester of my first year in poly
til now,
my attendance in school has nvr been good
It's onli the 2nd week
and yesh,
i've skip quite a few classes
Can't help it
The world out there is calling me
and the lecturers in school just seem to irritate me
so yah!
Not MY fault..
haha!!
wake up lah sue...
buck up on ur studies...

neway,
skipped class on monday
the nite class i mean
so yah!
wen for class frm 10-6 ok...
after that go to CT hall
wen to peninsula
while crossing the road.
i saw that someone someone lah..
with a gerl
holding hands
for GOODNESS sake
if u're in a relationship
js say it to me
we r no longer an item
wat r u so afraid of??
Had i knw u were walking wit ur gf
i wouldnt hab tok to u..
Luckily my frens told me afterwards that they actuali saw u guys holding hands
argh!
watever
dun wanna tok abt it neway

so continue my story...

we then went to 7-11
i bought bicardi peach
ain cranberry and
sha lime
headed to esplanade after purchasing our drinks
sat down
enjoy the scenery and breeze
but probs came soon after
thankz to ain who insisted on not opening the drinks at the 7-11 store
the 3 of us had a major-ly hard tym opening the bottles
used key
used teeth
used basically everythg we cld use
in the end, thankz to me
yesh ME, SUE!
i opened all 3 bottles
how, u peeps may wonder??
Well thankz to the rocks at the esplanade.
It became our opener.. haha
So we chill, tok, sang, drank, puff
and left soon after coz all wanted to pee
since we had no other plans
home was our next destination!!
haha.. so that was how monday ended..

On wednesday
went out with ain, iskandar, adam, sha and azean
go jalan raya
so fun
we ate
joke
laugh
chat
puff
and lots more stuff ah..
in the end due to exhaustion,
took cab home from clementi at ard 1130pm
luckily got iskandar and adam wit me
if not, i scared ah...
reach home ard 12+
and that nite sumthg happen...
broke my heart
but i GOT TO MOVE ON..
**NOTE:Im SINGLE all this while**
watever crap ah...
i will get thru this ah!!
enuff of fooling around and hurting people feelings
it's tym for some changes in my life whether i like it or not
neway, it's for my own "benefit"
rite, SHAHRUL??
thankz ah dude!

argh. stop there.the more i tok abt it, the deeper the cut.

thursday
Skip morning lect, me and ain
cannot wake up
so we met sha in sch at 1
had lunch at mac
tok abt skipping class and
guess wat??
we did..
so the 3 of us din attend class frm 1-5..
haiz
cant believe it..
I didnt attend lesson the whole day..
went sch for lunch onli..
haiyoo...
Neway, due to the previous day heartbreaking incident
wanted to go for another "drink"
so we took the train to CT hall.
Half way, we all wanted to watch movie
so go Cineleisure
changed our mind
frm Doom
to Harry Porter
to The Adanman Girl(duno correct spelling or not)
and finally
we decided to watch "Just Like Heaven"

Movie Critics:
The movie was fabulous
I cried siak!!
wah, so touching lah..
But like i js went thru some heartbreaking moments
it's so wrong to watch this show
I wanted to release all those moments not be reminded of it
neway go regrets
coz seriously a funny, comedic, romantic show all squash into 1
haiz..

Neway after the movie ended
I so wanted to be loved haiz...
WHEN will MR RIGHT cum??
Do i need to get into a coma for one to appear??
haiz..
sadded :((

tats all lah..
too sad to blog nemore!

we'll update some pics later..
my bluetooth got prob
sickening!

2005-11-13T00:07:00.000-08:00

ok..
On wednesday 9 nov
we had this green campus day lah..
muz do a paper-based pyramid
the tallest and most stable
well SIT pyramid was the tallest at first
until some club got to add some "extension" to their pyramid
making them the tallest
neway among the 6 clubs,
we won the third placing
kewl rite.
althou ours may be the ugliest
but it was definitely a teamwork pyramid
all of us work together to build that pyramid frm practically scratch
so yah.
im proud of it
im sure everyone else do too
then muz make things out of aluminium cans
we make shark, crab, starfish,octopus
then muz make lantern out of bottles
they make very cute ones
got bomb shape lah, tiara lah...
tons of fun..
hot and humid but
FUN!
neway here are sum of the pics ...

unity

lantern

octopus

crab

aww!! too sad to part with the pyramid

2005-11-12T18:07:00.000-08:00

Well well ...
change my blog skin again!!
haha
wat to do..
a lot of people commented that the previous skin was EVIL
haha
watever lah..
so how peeps??
beta or not this skin??
hope it suits u guys....
haiz..

neway rite now there are guests outside and here i am blogging
cool rite
it's not as if i knw them
they are my parents frens
so yah!
dun bother to mingle

nothin much has happen since school starts..
very boring lah..
currently im looking for a job
coz
coz
I NEED ONE!!
and im tired of being a pig
lazy-ing around at home
gaining weight
and growing fats
so yah!
need work...
wat an excuse SUE
lame
watever..

gosh, this post is getting crappy..
beta end here before u peeps go nuts..
klah
toodles
take care
*muakcz*

2005-11-07T19:15:00.000-08:00

back!!!
havent blog in ages
well been a bz bz gerl
bz with sch
bz with SIT club
bz with family
and bz with frenz

Well, a lot of things has happen in my life..
A lot of changes
and a lot of shocking news.
Trying to slowly breath and take everythg in...
Life is not easy esp with ppl around u falling ill one by one
LIFE shucks
Even Raya this year is like no RAYA
Things are so quiet
and the mood is like gone

Luckily i have things in sch that keeps my mind off things that i dun wan to think
Having being i/c for captain's ball game for Sports Champ
And games i/c for Camp U.P, i've been pretty occupied
Stress and pressurizing but i like it.
Haiz
Sick
Sick
Sick of
everythg

And u being single,
the pressure and 'burden' is getting to u
coz u dun hab that special sumone to load the burden of ur shoulders.
SHUCKS rite..
so gerls out there who are currently attached and
having a wonderful relationship
with a charming and almoz perfect guy(coz noone's perfect)
then,
treasure them and dun ever take them forgranted..
so yah!
thats all.
bye.
hear from me soon.
*winks*

2005-09-11T21:01:00.000-07:00

Wednesday, 7 Sept 2005

Had Cost Accounting Common Test..
Wah,
duno wat to say ah..
i onli knw abt this test like the day b4 it..
how bad is that..
terrible rite
alah,
confirm fail lah...
haiz!!
so yesh,
cost accounting here i cum..
AGAIN!

2005-08-28T23:37:00.000-07:00

UPDATES!!!!!

26 Aug 2005, Fri

Well, had networking lab test
it was so kewl
me and my team members manage to do the lab
so confirm pass liao
haha
never thought networking was soOooOo kewl!!

Then later had 3 hours break..haiz
went to eat at south canteen
met up with adam
then went to do XML proj at blk N
supposed to be me and ain proj
but ended up adam doin it for us
haha
thankz dude!!!

Then ard 4+ went town wit ain and sha
went to meet ain's fren, yuz
then we hang out
then at 6 yuz left for geylang
then at 615 me,ain,sha left for sch
for nite class
haiz!! sian!!!
attended nite class
got break at 745, then went to the main gate
with adam sha ain all to asap...
and talk and talk
frm adam's life to ain to sha to me.
it was kewl ah...
and we came back class at 9..
yesh our break frm 745-9
as soon as we enter,
the lecturer told us to stand in frnt of the class
and he was like asking where we went
and i said we had a prob so need to tok
and he said that he was responsible for all of us
so if we had to leave early or go newhere
need to inform him and bla bla bla..
so that's fri

27 Aug 2005, Sat

Todae got SIT interview frm 10-3
but nvr go
went study at marina
with ain, sha, adam, me and nadia
zrah laz min kene g umah makcik dier
sadded
so yah, the five of us study MCA
after which ain got hungry
so we ordered two pratas
and it was like damn nice lah..
so we ended up buying 5 more and shared with the rez
so kewl lor...
then met up wit sha nye matair, iskandar
then we went orchard to collect ain's pay, and see gig pat luar borders
then adam kene go werk and nadia nk alik take money
so yah, ended up me,ain,sha,iskandar go twn
smpai twn
iskandar sha go eat
ain me take pay
then go buy ciggies
then go BK
met up with my ppl there
so happy to finally see my ppl
ya lah, sum ppl werk for 4 days straight per
got OT summore thn nvr meet me
so yah, i misssshhhh him alot..
realli did!!!

thn at 6+ ain left for werk.
the rez of us watch the gig for a while
then go topshop
then go flash and splash
then go famous amos
my ppl buy for me 300 grms no-nut choc chips
wah!!!
i like siak..it was soOOoooOoo nice...
so long nvr taste famous amos cookies...
thankz darl!!

then we went projectshop
then we went to starbucks
then sha and iskandar went home
then my ppl and i went to PS.
he wanted to check guitar strings
the after that wanna chill at Gelare
but no empty seats
so went 7eleven
pack
so we were heading towards ct hall
then stop at another 7eleven stall
bought ben&jerry's cookies dough icecream
so nice
and my ppl bought for me a bottle of vodka
wah!! long time nvr drink
then we js sat outside and eat and all
it was nice lah...
doin thgs that me and my frens normally do
so yah!! after that my ppl sent me hm
then tat's all
:))

28 Aug 2005, Sun

woke up early
mummy woke me up
go shop
buy grocery
bring home
mummy cook
i sleep again
then she wake me up again
eat breakfast
then i went to my room
listening to music
msg hunny
then at 12+ i bathe
then read storybook
then sleep
all the way until 8
woke up
hungry
eat
watch kiss of the dragon
msg hunny
but no reply
msg again after awhile
still no reply
then surf the net
blog
go friendster
msn Jy
then finally hunny reply
pissed!!
but he was sick so he sleep
so not his fault
so i dun care..
i still wanna b pissed at him..
bad bad me!!!
haha!!
:))

2005-08-23T16:06:00.000-07:00

Post-Phat Nite Post

wah!!
now in multimedia lab
lecturer not here
duno where she go lah

read sumthg todae
damn
damn
fcuking
piss

wat were ppl thinking
i seriously dunno ah
say thgs not true
dun wan to ask
then assume
like "HELLO"
dont u knw
of a saying
"DO NOT ASSUME"

like wtf ah!
i seriously shouldnt be blogging
wen im pissed
the post gets quite bad
well heck care ah
i js cant take it no more
think u and ur frens have done ur bez
well, I DONT THINK SO!!
yesh!
I . ME . SUE DUN THINK SO!
so beta shut that fcuking mouth of urs
b4 i shut it up for u
dun think that u can bitch ard about me
and I CANT!!
mess wit me over the wrng thgs and
u'll definitely see me blow!!!

i wasnt hooray-hooraying ok..
im not well-off
i need to earn extra cash to get my own needs
so yah!!
i got this job which is onli for a week
so yah!!
i werk for that whole week lah..
u tink i happi wan to run away frm responsibilities is it..
u guys wont understd
i dunnoe wat u guys are js not happi abt ah...
seriously!!!
im not sitting at hm or sumwhere having the tym of my life
i was werking my ass off OKEI!!
so the next tym u guys wanna say sumthg
pls make sure that wat u say is true
which btw im not gonna apologise if i hurt anyone!!
NEVER!!!

2005-08-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

Well Well
Yesterdae Phat Nite 2 ended wit a bang!!
Feelings ryte now..
well im so happi
relieved
tired
aching body
but
proud wit all the efforts i've put in.

The nite was great
with happening crowd
loud music
nice bar
fantastic dance by fbods
great rappers
yummy mocktails
good food
and lots of smiley faces

i cant describe the feelings in exact words
but one thgs for sure
this feelings
and the wonderful memories
of Phat Nite 2
will alwayz be in my mind
forever

There are a lot of ppl
need to thank
for making Phat Nite
a successful EVENT

first off,
my seniors fida and farhanna
for ur guidance
motivation
ideas
encouragement
for the past few months
frm the proposal stage,
to preparation
to decoration
and the event day itself

next,
my partner and another IC
JY
for the late nite sleep
for taking charge for a while
wen i was bz with radical run
and werk
for the hardwerk
and for cuming out with the budget first
to get the stuff and all.

kailin
my secretary and treasurer
for the blurness..haha
sotong
nah! u were great
alwayz willing to help out
did a great job with the money issue.
and the minits for meetings
and the attendance-taking!!
thankz gerl

thank u too
to my crowd control IC and my bestie, Hayati
and her members, Nas and Dina
the security on Phat Nite was great.
everythg went smooth
no cock ups and all
everythg was well plan
great!
and well done u guys!

then to the publication peeps
sharon the IC
and felicia
for going up and down singapore
to print tags and shirts
for going ard sch
to paste the posters
for spending her term break
with the decoration.
which btw the deco
was great.
from the room,
to the graffiti boards
and the bar
i like it alot.

next up,
wee yong my logistic IC
and vignesh
for helping out in the event
although i knw u cant help
get the stuff,
at least u guys came down to help
during the proposal stage,
the deco
and on the event day itself

and my last committee team
the F n B guy
deming
for getting the food
and making them
it was great ah..
esp the bar
ppl say the idea of having mocktails
was fantastic
so congrats!

special thanks to..

LIVE AUDIO
for the great sound system
nice tracks
and disco ball
and flickering lights
the turn table added alot of sound effects
which makes the event better
so thanks guys

FOREIGN BODIES
for the pumpin dance
gosh!
the crowd love it
for moving the crowd in the beginning
and making them a bunch
of crazy ppl
haha!
was nice having u guys ard

THE RAPPERS
raihan a.k.a lefttool and ur fren
for rapping
haha!
it was fantastic.
u guys make the crowd sing
and groove..
i like!!!
hope can werk wit u guys again..

and not forgetting
the OGLs
my very bunch of
good and crazy frens
for helping out
for sacrificing ur fri in sch
for cuming down for the deco for 2 days
thankz a bunch!
werking wit u guys
have been tons of fun
frm Freshmen Orientation Planning
to Xtreme Venture,
to VoiceOut
to BandzOut
and finally Phat Nite
my life has been great!
Thankz

and last but not least
an extremely special thank to
*my ppl*
for ur motivation
and encouragement
for putting up wit my cranky attitude
for having to wait for me for a long tym in sch
for helping out in the deco
thou u didnt have too
for understanding
for willing to listen to my sorrow abt thgs
for sending me hm thou it's late nite
for keeping me accompany wen im doin my werk
for changing my life
for giving a new leash of lite in my life
for making my day wonderful
for making me look forward to another day
for everythg
Thankz!

And as of this day
August 19
has been officially made
as a memorable day in my life
thankz to Phat Nite
and the bunch of ppl mentioned!!
:))

2005-08-11T11:05:00.000-07:00

hi peeps.
back again.
after so long.
haiz
i hav lots to blog
js to lazy and tired

well my life is now filled wit sumthg new
sumthg exciting
and hope it will never end
look forward 2 waking up everyday
and nvr i want to go to slp
coz if i do thn im missing
sumthg special

neway phat nite is in like a week tym
stress!!
one stress after another.
i knw certain ppl r not happi wit me.
but i dont gib a damn
u js dont understand my situation
wat im gg thru in life now
so stop passing the wrong info ard

well times warehouse sale ended on national day
the sale was frm fri-tues
onli came werk on the laz day
wat to do!!
had to go malaysia
for my uncle's wedding
so left for malaysia on fri at ard 7+
had the wedding on sun
came back on mon and
reach spore ard 8+
tues went work wit my ppl
reach there at 9+, nearly 10
got to werk asap coz the sale starts at 10
and believe it or not
ppl were already waiting outside
kiasu!!
typical singaporeans
neway, report to mike
and he was like
wah! go on vacation ah
im gonna make u werk ur ass off
yesh! he did say the word ass....
kns!!!
so he assign me to herman
whu make me werk the whole floor
ppl onli do certain section or cashier,
no!
i had to walk ard the entire floor
hello, expo area is not small hor..
and i did not go for a vacation
i had to werk wen im in malaysia
wat do u xpect??
it's ur uncle's wedding
of course muz help lah..
siao!!
so i walk until my legs ache.
so in the end i onli werk until 7.
then went CT hall
with my ppl
catch fireworks
nice, i like.
then walk to somerset
and chill at coffeebean
superkewl.

wednesday, 10 august
sch start
sian.
had long break
dun feel like schling
feel like werking onli
werk fun
got a lot of books
thou it's tiring
carrying boxes of books and all
but having ur frens ard
makes everythg worthwhile
makes the low pay seem alryte
and werk bcums enjoyable!!
haha
superfun

klah peepies toddles fer now.
i got a lot of thgs to do
may not blog for a while again so
im sori aite..
cya guys soon!!!
take care
*muackzzz*

life

2005-07-29T23:26:00.000-07:00

hi peeps
sori i habent been writing any post for so long
been bz at werk
neway here's a low down on my life the past few days

* 23 July 2005 *

start werking
paya lebar
sha recruit
yati, nadia, hazirah, khairi, nurul n me!
frm 9-7
deal with books
fun
tiring
backaching
hate f square

* 24 July 2005 *

werk again!
no f square
wooHooo~

* 25 July 2005 *

went school
phat nite committee meeting
9 am
but i came
10 am
phat nite helpers meeting 12
finish went lunch at north canteen
wit chloe, azzy, sotong(kaiLin), raymond
radical run trial run at 2
sucky
ppl werent paying attention
pissed off.

* 26 July 2005 *

went work again!
left early ard 4+
go sch
print tags and clues
azzy, chloe, merv and ridzman
went to buy games stuff
ard 8 + left
go yishun wit azzy
buy prizes
took cab
went her hm
then took bus
went my hm
hahaha

* 27 July 2005 *

Radical run ...woo~
suppose to reach sentosa at 10 for comm members and helpers
11 for freshies
but due to andy not knwing how to go to palawan
we got lost, with ..
7 ppl squeezing in the car
vincent, sharon (seniors)
andy (driver)
kailin, azzy, yati, me (passengers)
finally reach there at 12.
brief station masters abt games and all
race started
end at ard 5.
super kewl.
fun.
then hang out wit a few freshies and OGLs
went bath at ard 7+
sumthg happen !!!
too scary to write

* 28 July 2005 *

azzy start werk
finish at ard 630
went to hav dinner together
sha, yati, nadia, hazirah, azzy and me.
tok abt f square
had a blast
azzy was late for tuition
hahaha

* 29 July 2005 *

came werk at 930
with nadia, azzy
werk.
fun.
got my ppl.
superkewl.
supercute.
finish werk at 530
did alot
went to coffeebean
with nadia, yati, azzy, sha, me, alif, zafir
hazirah cannot cum
go meeti her fren
sadded

well that's all for the low dwn..
hahaha
very long post siak
superkewl..
neway take care peepies
c ya ard soon
to ain, miz ya alot gerl.
looking forward to seeing u in sch
for the common test
dub forget study hor!!
toddles

VoiceOut 2005

2005-07-20T00:46:00.000-07:00

Todae another SIT event is over
Two down, Two more to go.
WooHooo~

VoiceOut 2005
it was superb.
was the emcee.
and i muz say it was fun
nervous and a bit stiff
but overall it was great lor.
if got chance.
sure do again wan.
hahaha

VoiceOut contestants were all fantastic.
great performance u guys..
then got duncan crew performance.
asking ian to ask them to cum perform for phat nite
then ah got one super cute guy .
some *ahem * ahem* interested in the guy siak.
hahaha..
neway i took picture with him..
woo~
hope they can make it for phat nite.

neway congrats to all winners
and thank u to the participants for participating
to the SM and PM..
well done
to the rest of the VoiceOut Committee..
great job u guys.
was nice werking together with all of u
to JY, my emcee partner
thank u for showing me the ropes to being a good emcee
*VoiceOut Rawks*

*Upcoming Events*
27 July -- Radical Run
30 - 31 July -- Student Union camp
5th Aug -- BandzOut
1-12 Aug -- Phat Nite registration booth
19 Aug -- Phat Nite

2005-07-09T01:06:00.000-07:00

Goodbye my love
We tried
In the end we can say
That instead of tears
We smiled wonderful memories
Upon what once was
But we each know the truth that life holds
And the realities that unfold
So if love is a dying flame
At least we were warm
Until the end.

bored and caught

2005-07-05T19:23:00.000-07:00

well wat a fcuking day..

firstly mr david beckham came to NYP..yesh NYP todae..
damn the atrium was packed.
as an official *ehem*
we played an important part in the security role.
even b4 130, the place was pack like hell.. everyone was crowding ard the audit.
some we standing on the stairs, the bridge..
even the escalators had to be switched off..
well, as soon as we arrived at the atrium,
we had to form the human chain outside the barricades..
had to hold hands and wen mr becks arrive, we had to lock our elbow..
everyone had to be pushed bck as "his" safety was very important!!

can u imagine standing frm 0130 - 0230( his expected arrival),
with ppl behind u pushing, screaming and standing so close..
i so dun like..
neway, js a few mins b4 mr becks arrived..
a lot, and i mean a lot of police cars came..
so scary..
soon his blck car(either mercedes or bmw ah) arrived..
gosh, everyone screamed so loud...
my ear pain hor...
he stepped out of the car, walk over to see the lion dance..
then went to sign autograph on a ball..
gosh he was like so cute and quite tall bah..
with the blonde hair tied up...
and his silvery and baggy clothes..
like wan to go for breakdance like dat..
super kewl ah i tell u..
he waved here and there then wen into the audit for the seminar.

wen he was inside, we still had to stand outside..
make sure that noone juz go in..
despite saying that mr becks wont be cumin out,
the students still lingers ard..
like hello.. go hm lah...
around 3+, he left thru the back dr..
sum of the other officials got to see him up close and personal siak..
so kewl..
he even wave to them..
*jealous*

after he left, well that's wen i can finally FINALLY sit dwn..
damn it was nice..
went for a treat of ice-cream and drinks..
then went out with the trios to eat..
finish eating, we were smoking outside amk mrt st..
he comes th ultimate shucky part..
i js lite up my ciggy..
miss ain here, (mulut masin) go and say wat if we got caught 4 spot checking..
and we did..
wen my ciggy was abt to finish..
damn it siak
the officer never gib chance wan..
kns!!!
so now muz wait for letter to send to ma hm..
see lor, got warning onli or kena fine..
haiz...
more probs is piling up on my shoulders..
was a life i have..
fcuk!

moz.hated.proposal.day

2005-06-17T02:37:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was my worse proposal day of my entire life.
im so disapponted in maself.

lets start everythg frm the beginning.
i was suppose to hand in my proposal at 10am.
but due to delays and bla bla...
i handed it at 1115hrs.

after my senior finish vetting the proposal ard 1+.
went to collect it outside SIT clubroom.
senior fida told me to hand in at 4.
i said ok..
let me repeat maself..
i said OK.
then due to my members n me having cls,
i had to extend the tym to 5.
by 5, the next draft of the proposal is still not handed in.
ard 6,senior fida came down to help us out.
by rite she was suppose to leave for malaysia at 7.
but she stayed back bcoz of us
finally everythg was printed out and we thought we were safe.
but later our senior saw a mistake.
a stupid minor mistake that cause a major screw up to my entire proposal.
The mistake...
Well for the header, We spelled out School Of Information Technology
with a capital 'O' for the Of.
By ryte it was suppose to be printed out with a small o..
haiz then everythg started to go chaotic.
we had to print out the entire proposal bck.
with no more quota and the print shop closed.
ard 6+, i told fida to juz go off and leave everythg to me.
i mean it's js a small mistake ah..
she broke down.
my senior broke down.
in front of everyone.
my heart broke.
she claim that it is all her fault since she didnt spot the mistake in the beginning
and tat she cant leave us w/o knwing that everythg is ok.
i console her and bla..bla..bla..
in the end she went hm ah..
as soon as she left.
i broke down.
i js couldnt take all the stress animore.
and the fact that i, sue, an i/c made my senior cried in front of almost everyone.

therefore, i would like to take this opportunity to say sorie to ma senior for not doin a good job.

wat a fcuk-ing day

2005-06-08T19:10:00.000-07:00

Im in Blk L level 5 a.k.a ma second homey.
Im bored.
Im pissed.
And i hate my job.
Yippee for me!! <-- euugene's idea

People are pissing me off.
And i js duno wat to do.
I feel like screaming at them.
But i noe i need to control my anger and all.

So wat m i suppose to do wit these ppl?
Haiz!!

Later at 8 muz hand in proposal..
!! AGAIN !!
It's almoz done...
But it's seems to me like there are a lot more things to do.
Die lah!!!
Need to go off now..
coz im bullshitting!!
so toodles peeps
Take care.
If i happen to blow off at any of u
Im sorri...
Js that im stress!!
damn stress!!

back to sch

2005-05-30T21:08:00.000-07:00

Finally school starts but monday i got no sch liao..
Haha..
But!!
Still muz cum back coz i got to werk on phat nite proposal.
Haiz..!!
Thats wat i/c muz do..

Neway, juz to update u guys.
Im now the i/c for phat nite,
An event where reggae and hiphop collaborate.
Now back to the proposal stage again..
This tym i got two proposal to finish cox im the i/c for MIT event also
so unlucky of me,
so stressed.
I have to hand in the MIT proposal 3 weeks from nw
And i havent even started on it.
Die liao.!!
My seniors expect so much from me and i dun even knw if i can accomplish it.
May my seniors have mercy on me!

sadded

2005-05-12T17:01:00.000-07:00

well, im currently in sch ryte now..
Doin the freshmen orientation 2005 which will happen on the 18th-20th of May.
Everythg's getting intense ryte nw
esp wen things are nearing to "the day"
haiz, im tired and sleepy
and im not realli in a gud mood
i dunno wat else to say..
Juz dat banana sucks
And tomato rocks..
haha!!
*ppl whu are involved in the fruit society should knw

_fruit society ppl_
mango
banana
pumpkin
sugarcane
apple
tomato
cherry
durian
pear
strawberry

back

2005-04-27T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hi guys.. sorri i havent been blogging for so long..
ryte after my camp eagle, a lot has been going on.
I have my freshmen orientation to plan.
So stress.
everyday go sch..
from 9-7, sumtyms we have to stay back all way until 9 -10 +..
but wat to do..
no choice...!!!
klah, gtg..
bz..
toodles..

camp is here

2005-04-17T00:57:00.000-07:00

Camp eagle is finally here
.. weEe ..
Well peeps i wont b blog-ging the next few days.
Camp starts tml
Gonna Have fun
C ya soon...
Take care
muackz!

it's touching

2005-04-16T18:11:00.000-07:00

hei peeps, i came across this while watchin a walk to remember.. it touched my heart wen i heard it and i thought i shall share it with u guys and gals .. njoy!!

Love is alwayz patient and kind
It is never jealous
Love is nvr boastful nor considered
It is never rude or selfish
It does not take offence
And it is not resentful

Love takes no pleasure in other ppl's sins
Delights in the truth
It is alwayz ready...
... to excuse, to trust, to hope and to endure
wateva comes..

- a walk to remember

bye maths.. hello hols

2005-04-15T09:19:00.000-07:00

:: Exams are finally over ::
:: and hols are here ::
:: damn ::
:: im gonna have fun ::
:: weee ::

YESTERDAE
well, had ma last paper(maths--yuckz) yesterdae.. as predicted..the paper was tough for me.. Y?? bcoz being a lazy piggy, i didnt study or even attend any of the lectures..wakakaka. so serve me right lah..haiz!! now moz prolly i will have to repeat this module again..DAMN!!

neway post-exam-getaway started ryte after paper.. the trios first destination was P.S .. sha wanted to pay her boo's starhub bill..after that we met up with ain's fren -- fyra and fyra's fren -- i dunno wat's her name.. the trios + 2 went to eat at long john..then we all talk and talk until abt 5 + wen i and sha left for our destination num 2 -- TOWN!! wanted to get roxy flip-flops at surfbabe but all roxy's flip-flops sucks.. the design was totally not my style.. found this gorgeous ripcurl flippie but got no size..reef had a lot of flippies but wen i tried it on, it is so uncomfortable..so then we went to fila but they nvr sell flippies..then went to flash & splash, found lots of flippies but they were all for men..in the end i went to OP and got this really cool and latest design OP flippie.. i like it a lot.. haha!! -- cost 26 bucks..ok lah but my pumpkin say it's expensive..haix!!!

so after buying my flippie..walk ard orchard for a while..went window shopping..wah!! got a lot of thgs i wanna get...((: after that met with ain and we actually wanted to go to wdlds and play arcade but changed our mind since everybdy was tirrredd....

TODAY

I went to meet my pumpkin at westmall..as usual..i was late..i onli woke up frm sleep wen he kol to tell me that he finish sch already.. so had to faster faster get ready lor..

bought tics for eye 10 at 210pm .. watch it for the 2nd tym .. bcoz some ppl very fickle-minded...a few days ago ask watch dun want then now want to watch..haiz.. but never mind.. syg nye pasal.. so b4 the show start we went to play at ezone.. play this air hockey thingy.. i lost twice.. first game i lost by a diff of 6 pts. second game by a diff of 2 pts.. i was leading the 2nd game but during the 3 pucks play i scored a lot of own goals..so in the end pumpkin won.. haiz... he so happy... im not done coz we are definitely playin again.. and i'll make sure i win... THATS a promise to u pumpkin...

bye jAva

2005-04-14T00:19:00.000-07:00

wonder how my day started todae ryte?? well, i was ryte on tym for my java exams(suprisingly).. credit goes to ain for holla-ing me in the morning!! thankz gurl!! heEe.. sat for my exams, so stress at first bcoz i didnt study for java at all..swear!! then wen i started doin the paper, everythg juz staRts to flow ezly.. some qns were of course tough lah but overall ok-ok.. so mayb can pass lah *pray

after that me, ain, sha, val, is, kenn, yiwen, ky and many many more went to eat at north canteen..after that the trios(ain,sha,mUa) went to catch a movie at yishun..eye 10..we had abt i hr+ to burn b4 the show start so we went to timezone and play this stupid game abt winning this fone lah..so fun!! i like!! everybody got addicted to it..haha!! at ard 1230 we left for the movie.. the show was freaking good siak..two thumbs up... one min ur hair is standing and shivers went dwn ur spine and the next min u will burst into laughter.. really awesome movie--go watch.. highly recommended..gosh!! y am i promoting this movie?!..wateva!!! newaz our dearest sha here couldnt stop laughing(esp the chopsticks part)...haiz!! i tink she first tym watch movie-- poor gurL...

newaz after that we went to wdlds library and chill... it was so fun lor.. we actual went there to study but bein the typical im-so-lazy gerls, we ended up talking and doing sum other stuff lah.. sha treated us to drinks at the cafe galilee... i had hot choc, ain had hot milk and sha had low-fat hot choc.. it was nice sipping the hot water with rain trickling dwn outside..so romantic!! heEE.. klah gtg now ONE more exams to go..need to study!! ya ryte...dream on!!! weee... toodles peeps take care aite *winks

this column here goes to ain.. hey gurl.. u take care and i'll be here if u need me.. holla me anytym, i 'll be there..*promise.. im here for u and u have my support, encouragement , love, a shoulder to cry on, a fren to chill with and i'll even b ur punchbag if u wan to release any anger.. but dun beat to hard lah.. u have lend a helping hand when i needed sumone and now i'll give you mine..remember u r not alone, there is alwayz sha and me!! love ya lotsa2

bye mmC

2005-04-12T22:08:00.000-07:00

one down, two more to go... weee!!!!!

how was today MMC test??
so freaking easy siak..
there were a lot of give away qns.
sure to pass wan
haha!!
so confident -.-

ilovemyMMClecturer

tml got java exams
at 0830
so early for wat!!
want to kill ppl izit..
already knw im always late one
still wan to make the exam early early
sianZZ

muz ask my guy wake me up
that is if he wakes up for sch ah
if not..
hopeless!!!
hehe

ihatemyJAVAlecturer

EXAM!!!CAMP!!

2005-04-11T15:57:00.000-07:00

..Im having Multimedia Exam tml..
...Got confidence to pass...

..Im having java programming Exam the day after tml..
...wish me luck...

..Im having maths Exam the day after tml tml..
...This one can go die, a definite bubbye!!...

...HAiz!!!....

..But next week got leadership camp..
...haha...
....tym to let loose, get wild and have a ball of a tym..

::CAMP EAGLE , here i cum...weee!!!::

we're back

2005-04-05T18:02:00.000-07:00

Well, my boo and i are back together.. i mean, we are no longer on our "one month or so break".. He send me a msg on SUN expressing everythg and wants a "fresh" start for the both of us.. It was so so sweet. i was touched(thou i didnt sae it).. and im not gonna go into details, it's onli meant for the both of us..hehe..

Newaz that happened two days ago... and wat happened yesterdae was, we met up..

He skipped his "afternoon" class juz for me, juz to spend the whole day with me( or at least that was wat i thought in the beginning).. Coz abt less than 1/2 an hour later, he msged me back,
said that he needs to go home, get his football stuff and go for a laz min friendly match at his sch and that im suppose to watch him play soccer and we can onli hang out after that... i agreed... i mean, i rather spend sum quality tym with ma boo rather than not spending any tym at all.. So, met him at bb mrt, went home, he got ready and juz dump all his football thgs in his bag( typical thgs that guys do, haiz!!) and after that we both left for the football field...eww!!!-- not my kinda thg.. Here cums the funny part, we went there, onli to be told by his fren that "it was canceled".. haha!!! Finally, god has answered my prayers..thank u!!.. So in the end, i got to spend the day with him.. Woohoo!!! So happy..hehe.. im so cruel...i like!!!

Btw, this here goes out to u, my syg..Ehm, Never ever ride ur bike like that again.. esp wen im on it.. not cool uh.. u freak the hell out of me.. but it was fun...hehe!!! wat can i sae, im beginning to enjoy the thrill of riding on a bike..im so evil... i like!!! hehe.. signin off, take care!!! buai!!!

my life

2005-04-03T14:34:00.000-07:00

:: ma daily routine for the next couple of weeks ::
:: morning ::
:: still snoring away ::
:: noon ::
:: wakey-wakey ::
:: afternoon ::
:: do house-chores ::
:: study for semt exams(if i can concentrate) ::
:: glue my face to ma lappie ::
:: dwnload songs ::
:: MSN ::
:: blogging ::
:: or watch NEMO -- cause the show makes me laugh ::
:: night ::
:: watch tv ::
:: blast my lappie to sentimental and heartbreaking songs ::
:: cry ::
:: and cry ::
:: and cry again ::
:: until i fall aslp ::
:: and back to morning again ::

wat a pathetic life i have.. mayb i should do sumthg NEW, sumthg that is not ME... yeah!! newaz, hope the camp eagle application is still open so that me and val can go have fun!!! btw, i would like to wish rina happy marriage and may it last long and filled with lots of love and mayb even the joy of bringing up kids.. gud luck

thanks wan

2005-04-02T00:10:00.000-08:00

sori didnt write for so LONg..
really not in the mood to do anythg..
lately i've been
:: staring in space ; dreaming ::
:: doing some soul-searching ::
:: feeling empty(all the tym) ::
:: mending a 'bruised' heart ::
:: all by ma self ::
:: dun ask y ::
:: u'll probably juz piss me off ::

newaz yesterdae i met ma bestie, and close fren WAN.. we hang out at orange julius and talked crap thruout the whole conversation..but it was fun.. he made me laugh and made me forget about my probs for a while..thanks wan.. how i wish rina was there too huh?? we would have probably been rolling on the floor and laughing out heart out.. newaz that was a great day until sumthg happen later, of course!! dun ask again.. signing off now.. toodles and take care ppl..

lost!!

2005-04-01T23:36:00.000-08:00

Im hurt..
Im LONELY...
And it is all bCoz of you!!!!
oh God, give me the courage to get thru with ma life fot the next couple of weeks..

To be left outside alone

2005-03-30T16:40:00.000-08:00

And I wonder if you know

How it really feels

To be left outside alone

When it's cold out here

Well maybe you should know

Just how it feels

To be left outside alone

miz him so much

2005-03-30T11:46:00.000-08:00

Juz saw my boo laz nyte!!

...But im missing him already...

he's in sch now

gaining some knowledge--i hope

while im at home

*slacking*

and skipping yet another maths lecture

hahaha!!!(evil grins*)

I wanna hang outz with my boo AGAIN!!

wat can i say..

2005-03-29T00:32:00.000-08:00

Well, i was on ma way to wdlds library with ain, to help her with her dmd proj.. i wAs entering the civic centre and guess whu did mua see?? I saw my very old fren name wan.. i was so damn freaking shock wen i saw him.. i thought he didnt recognise me but he did.. he seem shocked too.. came up to me.. shook ma hand and said " I miz you so much " .. i was like aww!! and in the state of shock, i didnt say much but juz SMILE...(btw wan, i miz ya too!! i miz all the tymes that me, u and rina hang out together and all..those days.. now all have change with rina getting married and all..haiz!!).. newaz he introduce me to two of his frens and his girlfren.. wah!! wan got matair already seh.. they also have been together for abt 6 mnths.. hehe!! all the best to the both of ya aits!!

flash intro--it's over

2005-03-26T21:17:00.000-08:00

FinaLLy

After two days of sleepless nytes,

my Flash Intro is finally Over..

it's DOne!!!

so so heppi =D..

Now,

onli have to do buttons &

compile everythg in authorware..

then, i can Finally say

bye bye to DMD proj!!

:: credits to me::

:: i werk ma butt off ::

serve me ryte!!

2005-03-25T16:37:00.000-08:00

I guess this is wat you get if u skip too many lessons in sch!!

Serve me ryte!!

Now im stuck with my DMD proj which is due this THURS..

argh!!

wat a life??

Can i QUIT poly?? NO!! i WANNA quit poly...

Poly sucks..

For those 'O' level-ians out there, here a tip from a slacking poly gerl!!

::If u dun have wat it takes..

::Pls Pls say NO to poly life

s.L.a.C.K.E.r*f.o.r*L.i.f.e

watz with this semt??

2005-03-23T21:32:00.000-08:00

This is the worse semester of my so far poly life.. Everythg is juz not werking out fine.. First i had probs with my java proj and todae Electronic Fundamentals test was so damn freaking tough.. Qns that came out were qns that we have never done before and the lecturer nvr even thought us how to do it..argh!! Is he out to kill us or wat?? Ain kept on saying that both of us are so repeating this module.. wanna knoe Y?? well, firstly because our attendance for this module sucks so there goes our "attendance points"..We were both on the edge of debarment..luckily the lecturer gave us a chance.. Secondly we havent been doin that well for our online tests so our onli hope was this common test..But from wat we juz went thru todae i dun think this test will be of much help.damn!!

haiz!! Well im at hm now and my boo is somewhere outside..hanging outz with his frens.. I so wanna meet him.. I've been missing him alot ever since we patch things up.. Maybe tml if I dont have EF Elq then i can go and meet him...Yeah!! Juz the thought of miting him puts a "banana" smile of ma cutie face...hehe.. K lah thats all..so boring ryte??.. I knw..I cant be staying on the net for too long..Got DMD proj to finish which is due next week..stress!!stress!! who says poly life can slack?? That is SOOO not true...

I MIZ MA BOO!!!

my sickening java proj

2005-03-22T12:11:00.000-08:00

well.. well.. im in multimedia class ryte now. People are all copying the answers for the tutorial while here i am blogging..So lazy wanna write dwn all the LONG answers.

Neway i had java programming lab juz nw.. Like usual i and ain was late. The class started at 8 but we arrive at ard 9.30am. We were suppose to hand in our java proj today... I did my class file yesterday but couldnt compile so i had to do it in class ah.. So wen i compile the class and driver file , i had tons and tons of errors... like 68 errors for the driver file and ard 20+ error for the class file.. Not suprisingly the error wasnt at all major... It was juz some typo error and different variable names.. so stupid ryte i.. luckily my frens like Yiwen, Jes, Richman aka Fat man, Iskandar and Sha all chip in a bit to help me..So at last there was no error..so happy u knw but when i run the Sine program, the calculation was wrong.. gave stupid answer like "sine@ff178"...i panicked bcoz we were suppose to hand in the proj already.. in the end i gave up and juz hand in the proj...haiz!! i so hate java ryte now..

Sha is a biatch!!!!
val rawks--she ask me put one

so frustrating!!!

2005-03-20T16:17:00.000-08:00

Today, i think i woke up on the wrong side of the bed.. everything just dont seem to werk for me. ARGH!!! First i went to do my online sch test, i signed in, did everything and ended my assesment but when i check my "performance" to see my results, it is written down there that it is not completed. Fine, so i went in again, look thru every qns and submit them again, ended my assesment, check my performance again and still it wrote down there that i have not completed my test. I decided to give it a shot for the last tym, went in again, check the review qns and saw that every qns have been attempted so why in the world did my performance still say that i have not completed my test. I dun want to fail this module. This is like THE onli module that i have not skipped any lesson, did well for my report and presentation so i dont wanna screw this module up because on a stupid online test...I wanna get an A* ...damn!!

If that is not worse, well for the past couple of days i have been trying to get my "shoutouts" werking but i failed.So todae i signed up for the tag board all over again thinking that there might be sumthg wrong with the previous ones. But still it is not werking. Instead, i destroy my whole blog, deleted all the wrong stuff.. So i had to do some serious damage control and it stressed the hell out of me. Now, i have given up on my shoutoutz and so u guyz wont be able to write anythg dwn ..aww!!!! Sorie...

Thats all i guess.. I wanna take a nap now.. I need a break from all this " comp-related" stuff. *Toddles*

we're back

2005-03-19T19:45:00.000-08:00

Hmm..well me and my boo are back together again.. I am so so happy..i am feeling like i am on top of the world ryte now. My life is now back to normal.. I can eat, slp, watch tv and etc without having to feel the "empty" feeling inside. He gave me the chance and i wanna thank him so much for still giving "us" a shot. Well i didnt expect things to turn this way. I thought he was done with everything that we had and that he never wanna be with me again. Well, wat happen was this morning he called and told me that he wanna come over to collect his sis's formal suit that i borrowed. He came in the afternn and i never thought that we will actualli sit dwn and talked but we did.. so after the whole expressing of wat i feel and wat he feels and stuff, he gave me the chance to prove that i can make this relationshp werk. Now i have to werk doubly hard to gain back his confidence and also make this relationshp werk. I dun mind at all so long as im given a shot to do sumthg that i have never done before.

Baby i wanna thank u so so much for everythg. I promise you that i will change and that i will be a better person for the sake of "us". But i need ur help thou. It is not easy for me as wat im doing is sumthg new and that it is goin to be hard for me to adapt to new things and changes. So i hope you understd and dont give up easily if in the beginning thgs are not reali werking out well. Newaz i love you lots lots..I hope we will be more happy from now on and i mizzzzzzzzzz ur hug and kisses so much!!!! *muacks**muacks* U take care wherever you are and ride safely!! I dun wanna lose "the" perfect guy for me.

it's over :(

2005-03-19T13:05:00.000-08:00

I guess everythg that we have build for the past 6 months have juz come crumbling down. And that you have given up on "us". Right now, i feel so empty inside. Im so lonely.. Im so alone.
Ask you to give me a chance, you said you are not able to give that to me. Ask for a reason for everything that is happening, u are not able to give me a straight answer. Juz wen i have change and want to make something new grow to this relationship, u have to back out. I have so much confidence that this will work out now but why arent you willing to juz forget everythg and start anew. Y hurt both of us? Im not as strong as you. Im not able to get thru this whole ordeal. I am juz not able to. So much have happened in this 6 mnth realtionship, why walked out on everything that we have build? why walked out on "us"? I believe we can still werk this out but i guess u dont. I cant forget you so easily but i guess u can. I have faith in us but i guess you have loss yours. Im begging for one more chance but u cant give it. Im begging for you to take evrythg back u've said but u cant decide. U ask me if we can still be frens and still contact each other, well i cant juz live with that. Everythg about you and everythg that you have done fills this empty heart of mine. For you to rip everythg from me, im shattered. I am not falling in love with you. I have FALLEN in love with you and for me now to juz get back on my feet..it is so hard!! Coz everytym i try to take a stand at all, i "see" ur face again and I'd fall. U r the first guy that meet my parents. U r the first guy that i fell so deeply in love with. U r the first guy that knows everythg about my past and u r the first guy that i share my probs about my family with but u will be the last guys i''ll ever forget. LOVE YA ALWAYZ BABY!!

down!! down!!'

2005-03-17T21:57:00.000-08:00

haiz!!it has officially been 3 days since my boo and i had an arguement. It sucks when things are juz not werking out like the way you want them too. Tried everythg but it seems like things are getting worse rather than better. I cry myself to sleep everynight and im sure some of my chums in sch should have noticed my swollen eyes every morning.I dunno wat else to do to make things better. He said im not making any effort but in fact from my point of view i am using every ounce of my strength trying to make this 6 month relationship werks. Im getting tired and i cant think of anything else.Luckily my frens are giving me the support, encouragement, advice and lotsa lotsa more. They are the once that have been putting a smile or even laughter to my face these past few days. And therefore i would like to thank you guys for turning my day around and make me forget about my crisis even if it means for a while.

Baby, i dunno if u r reading this but i would REALLY like for us to juz get past this whole dilemma and start a fresh. Though there is something i have to say, if things do get better after we actually get to tok, it's gonna take a long tym for these wounds of mine to heal. I know u are hurt to but im hurt more. Dont ask why. Its hard to explain. Love ya always and forever.. *muacks*

im new here

2005-03-16T20:32:00.000-08:00

Well, this is my first tym blogger-ing. So fun!! hehe.. I dunno wat else to say.. im currently not in the good mood..haiz!! better dun ask...klah i guess i'll check in later..wen i have something more to say.. and wen im in a better mood i guess. toodles

gerlwithanattitude

AGE!

work

In class

*life*

VoiceOut 2005

bored and caught

moz.hated.proposal.day

wat a fcuk-ing day

back to sch

sadded

back

camp is here

it's touching

bye maths.. hello hols

bye jAva

bye mmC

EXAM!!!CAMP!!

we're back

my life

thanks wan

lost!!

To be left outside alone

miz him so much

wat can i say..

flash intro--it's over

serve me ryte!!

watz with this semt??

my sickening java proj

so frustrating!!!

we're back

it's over :(

down!! down!!'

im new here

life